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我亲爱的同学们，你总有一天要面对独立，生存的独立首先建立在情感的独立上。48年前的做饭炉子是蜂窝煤炉子，每块煤是圆柱体中间有一堆小眼。火力一点都不旺。要用扇子不停地扇，我在地面扇，姨妈在锅中炒面，把干面粉用盐，调料干炒。装在饭盒里，把我领上，说你妈在西关呐，走！乘上有线电车，风驰电掣一般从友谊商店直达西关大剧院。我只能在台下望着妈妈演得杜鹃山的主演，柯湘，几十个聚光灯射向妈妈，英雄一般的妈妈，在台上。小老鼠一般的我躲在台下。临走，我见到妈妈怀抱一个婴儿，那是我的小妹妹，妈妈和继父的宝贝。晚上回到奶奶家，总睡不着，妈妈一定会来看我的！半夜，悄悄把院门打开，独自站在门口。
My dear students, you will have to face independence one day. The independence of existence is based on the independence of emotion.
48 years ago, the cooking stove was a honeycomb coal stove. Each piece of coal was a cylinder with a bunch of **all eyes in the middle. The firepower is not strong at all. To fan non-stop, I fan on the ground, my aunt in the pan fried noodles, dry flour with salt, seasoning dry fried. Put it in a lunch box, take me up and say your mother is in Xiguan. Let's go! On the cable car, you can go from friendship store to Xiguan Grand Theater. I can only watch my mother play the leading role of cuckoo mountain. Ke Xiang, dozens of spotlights are shining on my mother. The heroic mother is on the stage. I hide under the stage like a little mouse. Before I left, I saw my mother holding a baby. It was the baby of my little sister, mother and stepfather. When I come back to my grandmother's house at night, I can't sleep. My mother will come to see me! In the middle of the night, I opened the gate quietly and stood at the door alone.
那时我望着天上的星星，心里给妈妈说：妈妈，感谢你每个月给我十元的生活费，我一定不让你失望，因为每次考试我都是第一！你第一次在西安演出，今晚你一定会来看我吧，妈妈！我一定不惹你生气了，我口袋里的烟丝是院子里哥哥的，他让我给他买烟，还教我抽烟，我今后绝不抽烟了。妈妈，其实我一点都不在意我爸被关进监狱，这是他咎由自取，无论**有多么乱，他不能自律，参加武斗不小心打死朋友，半生面壁！妈妈，最近我总是做噩梦，梦里妹妹说她冷，没有衣服穿，说她被给了一家农村人，是真的吗？妈妈我会一直等你回来，只是我看见对面的墙上有一堆鬼影，我好怕！天就要亮了，妈妈，我回去了，你一定会来看我的。
我知道，从那天起，我只有一个人面对整个世界了。
At that time, I looked at the stars in the sky and said to my mother: Mom, thank you for giving me 10 yuan of living expenses every month. I will not let you down, because I am the first in every exam! Your first performance in Xi'an, you will come to see me tonight, mom! I must not make you angry. The tobacco in my pocket belongs to my brother in the yard. He asked me to buy cigarettes for him and taught me to **oke. I will never **oke in the future. Mom, in fact, I don't care about my father's being put in prison. It's his own fault. No matter how chaotic the cultural revolution is, he can't discipline himself, take part in martial arts and kill his friends carelessly. He'll face a wall for half his life! Mom, I always have nightmares recently. My sister says she is cold and has no clothes to wear. Is it true that she was given to a rural family? Mom, I will always wait for you to come back, but I see a pile of ghosts on the opposite wall, I am so afraid! It's getting light, mom. I'm going back. You'll come to see me.
我会永远不依靠谁，当然，我谁也没有。我感觉突然长大了，一瞬间，我坚强无比，无所畏惧。那年我12岁。
I will never rely on anyone, of course, I have no one. I feel suddenly grown up, for a moment, I am very strong, fearless. I was 12 years old.
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