Part One-6

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    When  the bed was smoothly made he waited until Alice had left the room before he slipped off his trousers and crawled inside.

    His feet jutted out from beh the cover and his wiry-haired chest was very dark against the pillow. He was glad he had not told Alice about what had happeo the drunk. He had wao talkto somebody about it, because maybe if he told all the facts out loud he could put his finger ohing that puzzled him.

    The poor son-of-a-bitch talking and talking and not ever getting anybody to uand what he meant. Not knowing himself, most likely. And the way he gravitated around the deaf-mute and picked him out and tried to make him a free present of everything in him.

    Why？

    Because in some men it is io give up everything personal at some time, before it ferments and poisons—throw it to some human being or some humahey have to. In some men it is ihe text is All men seek for Thee. Maybe that was why—maybe—He was a aman, the fellow had said. And a nigger and a wop and a Jew. And if he believed it hard enough maybe it was so. Every person and every thing he said he was------Biff stretched both of his arms outward and crossed his naked feet. His face was older in the m light, with the closed, shrunken eyelids and the heavy, iron-like beard on his cheeks and jaw. Gradually his mouth softened and relaxed. The hard, yellow rays of the sun came in through the window so that the room was hot and bright. Biff turned wearily and covered his eyes with his hands. And he was nobody but—Bartholomew—old Biff with two fists and a quick tongue—Mister Brannon—by himself.

    J. HE sun woke Mick early, although she had stayed out mighty late the night before. It was too hot even to drink coffee for breakfast, so she had ice water with syrup in it and cold biscuits. She messed around the kit for a while and the out on the front porch to read the funnies. She had thought maybe Mister Singer would be reading the paper on the porch like he did most Sunday ms. But Mister

    Singer was not there, and later on her Dad said he came in very late the night before and had pany in his room. She waited for Mister Singer a long time. All the other boarders came down except him. Fi-nally she went ba the kit and took Ralph out of his high chair and put a  dress on him and wiped off his face.

    Then when Bubber got home from Sunday School she was ready to take the kids out. She let Bubber ride in the wagon with Ralph because he was barefooted and the hot sidewalk burned his feet. She pulled the wagon for about eight blocks until they came to the big, new house that was being built. The ladder was still propped against the edge of the roof, and she screwed up nerve and began to climb.

    You mind Ralph, she called back to Bubber. Mind the gnats dont sit on his eyelids.’

    Five minutes later Mick stood up and held herself very straight. She spread out her arms like wings. This was the place where everybody wao stand. The very top. But not many kids could do it. Most of them were scared, f99lｉb.or if you lost yrip and rolled off the edge it would kill you. All arouhe roofs of other houses and the green tops of trees. Oher side of towhe church steeples and the smokestacks from the mills. The sky was bright blue and hot as fire. The sun made everything on the grouher dizzy white or black.

    She wao sing. All the songs she knew pushed up toward her throat, but there was no sound. One big boy who had got to the highest part of the roof last week let out a yell and then started h out a speech he had lear High School—Friends, Romans, trymen, Lend me your ears! There was something about getting to the very top that gave you a wild feeling and made you want to yell or sing or raise up your arms and fly.

    She felt the soles of her tennis shoes slipping, and eased herself down so that she straddled the peak of the roof. The house was almost finished. It would be one of the largest buildings in the neighborhood—two stories, with very high

    ceilings and the steepest roof of any house she had ever seen.

    But soon the work would all be fihe carpenters would leave and the kids would have to find another place to play.

    She was by herself. No one was around and it was quiet and she could think for a while. She took from the pocket of her shorts the package of cigarettes she had bought the night before. She breathed in the smoke slowly. The ciga-rette gave her a drunk feeling so that her head seemed heavy and loose on her shoulders, but she had to finish it.

    M.K.—That was what she would have written ohing when she was seventeen years old and very famous. She would ride bae in a red-and-white Packard automobile with her initials on the doors. She would have M.K. written in red on her handkerchiefs and underclothes. Maybe she would be a great ior. She would i little tiny radios the size of a greehat people could carry around and sti their ears. Also flying maes people could fasten on their backs like knapsacks and go zipping all over the world. After that she would be the first oo make a large tuhrough the world to a, and people could go down in big balloons.

    Those were the first tilings she would ihey were already planned.

    When Mick had finished half of the cigarette she smashed it dead and flipped the butt down the slant of the roof. Then she leaned forward so that her head rested on her arms and began to hum to herself.

    It was a funny thing—but nearly all the time there was some kind of piano piece or other music going on in the back of her mind. No matter what she was doing or thinking it was nearly always there. Miss Brown, who boarded with them, had a radio in her room, and all last winter she would sit oeps every Sunday afternoon and listen in on the programs.

    Those were probably classical pieces, but they were the ones she remembered best. There was one special fellows music that made her heart shrink up every time she heard it.

    Sometimes this feEows music was like little colored pieces of crystal dy, and other times it was the softest, saddest thing she had ever imagined about.

    There was the sudden sound . Mick sat up straight

    and listehe wind ruffled the fringe of hair on her forehead and the bright sun made her face white and damp.

    The whimpering tinued, and Mick moved slowly along the sharp-pointed roof on her hands and knees. When she reached the end she leaned forward and lay oomach so that her head jutted over the edge and she could see the ground below.

    The kids were where she had left them. Bubber wassquatting over something on the ground and beside him was a little black, dwarf shadoh was still tied in the wagon.

    He was just old enough to sit up, and he held on to the sides of the wagon, with his cap crooked on his head, g.

    Bubber! Mick called down. Find out what that Ralph wants and give it to him.’

    Bubber stood up and looked hard into the babys face. He dont want nothing.’

    Well, give him a good shake, then.’

    Mick climbed back to the place where she had been sitting before. She wao think for a long time about two or three certain people, to sing to herself, and to make plans. But that Ralph was still h and there wouldnt be any peace for her at all.

    Boldly she began to climb down toward the ladder propped against the edge of the roof. The slant was very steep and there were only a few blocks of wood nailed down, very far apart from each other, that the workmen used for footholds.

    She was dizzy, and her heart beat so hard it made her tremble.

    andingly she talked out loud to herself: Hold on here with your hands tight and then slide down until yht toe gets a grip there and then stay close and wiggle over to the left. Nerve, Mick, youve got to keep nerve.’

    ing down was the hardest part of any climbing. It took her a long time to reach the ladder and to feel safe again. Wheood on the ground at last she seemed much shorter and s>藏书网</a>maller and her legs felt for a minute like they would crumple up with her. She hitched her shorts and jerked the belt a notch tighter. Ralph was still g, but she paid the sound no attention a into the new, empty house.

    Last month they had put a sign out in front saying that no children were allowed o. A gang of kids had been

    scuffling around ihe rooms one night, and a girl who couldnt see in the dark had run into a room that hadnt been floored and fallen through and broken her leg. She was still at the hospital in a plaster parish cast. Also, aime some tough boys wee-weed all over one of the walls and wrote some pretty bad words. But no matter how many Keep Out signs were put up, they couldnt runkids away until the house had been painted and finished and people had moved in.

    The rooms smelled of new wood, and when she walked the soles of her tennis shoes made a flopping sound that echoed through all the house. The air was hot and quiet. She stood still in the middle of the front room for a while, and then she suddenly thought of something. She fished in her pocket and brought out two stubs of chalk—one green and the other red.

    Mick drew the big block letters very slowly. At the top she wrote EDISON, and uhat she drew the names of DICK TRAd MUSSOLINI. Then in each er with the largest letters of all, made with green and outlined in red, she wrote her initials—M.K. When that was done she crossed over to the opposite wall and wrote a very bad word—PUSSY, ah that she put her initials, too.

    She stood in the middle of the empty room and stared at what she had dohe chalk was still in her hands and she did not feel really satisfied. She was trying to think of the name of this fellow who had written this music she heard over the radio last whiter. She had asked a girl at school who owned a piano and took music lessons about him, and the girl asked her teacher. It seemed this fellow was just a kid who had lived in some try in Europe a good while ago. But even if he was just a young kid he had made up all these beautiful pieces for the piano and for the violin and for a band or orchestra too. In her mind she could remember about six different tunes from the pieces of his she had heard. A few of them were kind of quid tinkling, and another was like that smell in the springtime after a rain. But they all made her somehow sad aed at the same time.

    She hummed one of the tunes, and after a while i, empty house by herself she felt the tears e in her eyes. Her

    throat got tight and rough and she couldnt sing any more.

    Quickly she wrote the fellows  the very top of the list—MOTSART.

    Ralph was tied in the wagon just as she had left him. He sat up quiet and still and his fat little hands held on to the sides.

    Ralph looked like a little ese baby with his square black bangs and bis black eyes. The sun was in hisface, and that was why he had been h. Bubber was nowhere around. When Ralph saw her ing he began tuning up tain. She pulled the wagon into the shade by the side of the new house and took from her shirt pocket a blue-colored jelly bean. She stuck the dy in the babys warm, soft mouth.

    Put that in your pipe and smoke it, she said to him. In a way it was a waste, because Ralph was still too little to get the real good flavor out of dy. A  rock would be about the same to him, only the little fool would swallow it. He didnt uand any more about taste than he did about talking.

    When you said you were so sid tired ing him around you had a good mind to throw him in the river, it was the same to him as if you had been loving hi<mark>藏书网</mark>m. Nothing much made any differeo him. That was why it was su awful bore to haul him around.

    Mick cupped her hands, clamped them tight together, and blew through the crack betweehumbs. Her cheeks puffed out and at first there w<q></q>as only the sound of air rushing through her fists. Then a high, shrill whistle sounded, and after a few seds Bubber came out from around the er of the house.

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