chapter 11
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ELENA STOOD BY THE OPEN DOOR OF MATTIOS HOUSE LOOKING up the dark road to the moat and the raised drawbridge, watg the dles flicker and go out one by one in the windows of Castle Borso. At intervals people walked past her into the house, only a nod or a brief greeting if anything at all. It was a nig.. of battle that lay ahead of them, and everyone arriving was aware of that.From the village behihere came no sound at all, and no light. All the dles were long snuffed out, fires banked, windows covered over, even the ks at the base of doors blocked by cloth s. The dead walked on the first of the Ember Nights, everyone khat.
There was little noise from within the house behihough fifteen or twenty people must have arrived by now, crowding into Mattios home at the edge of the village. Elena didnt know how many more Walkers were yet to join them here, or later, at the meeting-place; she did know that there would be too few. There hadnt been enough last year, or the year before that, and they had lost those battles very badly. The Ember Night wars were killing the Walkers faster than young ones like Elena herself were growing up to replace them. Which is why they were losing each spring, why they would almost certainly lose tonight.
It was a starry night, with only the one moon risen, the white crest of Vidomni as she waned. It was cold as well, here in the highlands at the very beginning of spring. Elena ed her arms about herself, gripping her elbows with her hands. It would be a different sky, a differeo the night entirely, in only a few hours, whetle began.
na walked in, giving her quick warm smile, but not stopping to talk. It was not a time for talking. Elena was worried about na tonight; she had just had a child two weeks before. It was too soon for her to be doing this. But she was hey were all needed, and the Ember Night wars did not tarry for any man or woman, or for anything that happened in the world of day.
She nodded in respoo a couple she didnt know. They followed na past her into the house.
There was dust on their clothing; they had probably e from a long way east, timing their arrival here for after the sundown closing of the doors and windows iown and in all the lonely farmhouses out in the night of the fields. Behind all those doors and windows, Elena khe people of the southern highlands would be waiting in darkness and praying.
Praying for rain and then sun, for the earth to be fruitful through spring and summer to the tall harvest of fall. For the seedlings of grain, of , to nourish when sown, take root and then rise, yellow and full of ripened promise, from the dark, moist, giving soil. Praying —though they knew nothing within their ed dark homes of what would actually happen tonight—for the Night Walkers to save the fields, the season, the grain, save and succor all their lives.
Elena instinctively reached up to fihe small leather or she wore about her neck. The orhat held the shriveled remnant of the caul in which she had been born, as all the Walkers had beehed iransparent birthing sac as they came g from the womb.
A symbol of good fortune, birthwomen he caul elsewhere in the Palm. Children borhed in that sac were said to be destined for a life blessed by the Triad.
Here at the remote southern edges of the peninsula, in these wild highlands beh the mountains, the teags and the lore were different. Here the a rites went deeper, further back, were passed from hand to hand, from mouth to mouth down from their beginnings long ago. In the highlands of Certando a child born with a caul was not said to be guarded from death at sea, or naively named for fortune.
It was marked for war.
For this war, fought each year on the first of the Ember Nights that began the spring and so began the
year. Fought in the fields and for the fields, for the not yet risen seedlings that were hope and life and the offered promise of earth renewed. Fought for those in the great cities, cut off from the truths of the land, ignorant of such things, and fought for all the living here iando, huddled behind their walls, who knew only enough to pray and to be afraid of sounds in the night that might be the dead abroad.
From behind Elena a hand touched her shoulder. She turo see Mattio looking quizzically at her.
She shook her head, pushing her hair back with one hand.
"Nothi," she said.
Mattio did not speak, but the pale moonlight showed his eyes bleak above the full black beard. He squeezed her shoulder, out of a habit of reassurance more than anything else, before turning to go baside.
Elena watched him go, heavy-striding, solid and capable. Through the open doorway she saw him sit down again at the long trestle-table, across from Donar. She gazed at the two of them for a moment, thinking about Verzar, about love and then desire.
She turned away again to look out into the night toward the huge brooding outline of the castle in whose shadow she had spent her whole life. She felt old suddenly, far older than her years. She had two small children sleeping with her mother and father tonight in one of those shut-up cottages where no lights burned. She also had a husband sleeping in the burying field—a casualty, one of so many, of the terrible battle a year ago when the numbers of the Others seemed to have grown so much larger than ever before and so cruelly, malevolently triumphant.
Verzar had died a few days after that defeat, as all the victims of the night battles did.
Those touched by death in the Ember Night wars did not fall in the fields. They aowledged that cold, final tou their souls— like a finger on the heart, Verzar had said to her—and they came home to sleep and wake and walk through a day or a week or a month before yielding to the ending that had claimed them for its own.
In the north, iies, they spoke of the last portal of Morian, of longed-fra her dark Halls. Of priestly intercessions invoked with dles and tears.
Those born with the caul in the southern highlands, those who fought in the Ember wars and saw the shapes of the Others who came to battle there, did not speak in such a way.
Not that they would ever be so foolish as to deny Morian of Portals or Eanna or Adaon; only that they khat there were powers older and darker thariad, powers that went beyond this peninsula, beyond even, Donar had oold her, this very world with its two moons and its sun. Once a year the Night Walkers of Certando would have—would be forced to have—a glimpse of these truths under a sky that was not their own.
Elena shivered. There would be more claimed for death tonight, she knew, and so fewer to fight the year, and fewer the . And where it would end she did not know. She was not educated in such things. She was twenty-two, a mother and a widow and a wheelwrights daughter in the highlands. She was also a child born with the caul of the Night Walkers into a time when all the battles were being lost, year by year.
She was also known to have the best eyesight in the dark of all of them, which is why Mattio had placed her here by the door, watg the road for the one Donar had said might e.
It was a dry season; the moat, as hed expected, was shallow. Once, long ago, the lords of Castle Borso had been pleased to keep their moat stocked with creatures that could kill a man. Baerd didnt expect to find such things; not now, not for a long time now.
He waded across, hip-deep, uhe high stars and the thin light of Vidomni in the sky. It was cold, but it had been many years sihe elements bothered him muor did it disturb him to be abroad on an Ember Night. Indeed, it had bee a ritual of his owhe years: knowing that all across the Palm the holy days were observed and marked by people waiting in silent darkness behind their walls
offered him a deepened sense of the solitude his soul seemed to need. He rofoundly drawn to this sense of moving through a scarcely breathing world that lay as if crouched in primitive darkness uhe stars with no mortal fires cast back at the sky—only whatever flames the Triad created for themselves with lightning out of the heavens.
If there were ghosts and spirits awake in the night he wao see them. If the dead of his past were walking abroad he wao beg their fiveness.
His own pain un of images that would not let him go. Images of vanished serenity, of pale marble under moonlight such as this, of graceful porticos shaped of harmonies a man might spend a lifetime studying to uand, of quiet voices heard and almost uood by a drowsy child in another room, of sure, fident laughter following, then m sunlight in a known courtyard and a steady, strong, sculptors hand upon his shoulder. A fathers hand.
Then fire and blood and ashes on the wind, turning the noon sun red.
Smoke ah, and marble hammered intments, the head of the god flying free, to bounce like a boulder on scorched earth and then be ground remorselessly down into powder like fine sand. Like the sand on the beaches walked in the dark later that year, infinite and meaningless by the cold ung sea.
These were the bleak visitants, the panions of his nights, these and more, endlessly, through almost een years. He carried, like baggage, like a cart yoked to his shoulders, like a round stone in his heart, images of his people, their world destroyed, their name obliterated. Truly obliterated: a sound that was drifting, year by year, further away from the shores of the world of men, like some tide withdrawing in the grey hour of a winter dawn. Very like such a tide, but different as well, because tides came back.
He had learo live with the images because he had no choice, unless it was a choice to surrender.
To die. Or retreat into madness as his mother had. He defined himself by his griefs; he khem as other mehe shape of their own hands.
But the ohing that could drive him awake, barred utterly from the chambers of sleep or any kind of rest, what could force him abroad now, as he had been driven abroad as a boy in a ruined place, was, in the end, none of these things. her a flash of splendone, nor an image of death and loss. It was, instead, over and above everything else, the remembrance of love among those ashes of ruin.
Against the memory of a spring and summer with Dianora, with his sister, his barriers could not hold in the dark.
And so Baerd would go out into the nights across the Palm, doubly moonlit, or singly, or dark with only stars. Among the heathered summer hills of Ferraut, or through the laden vineyards of autumn in Astibar or Senzio, along snow-mantled mountain slopes in Tregea, or here, on an Ember Night at the beginning of spring in the highlands.
He would go out to walk in the enveloping dark, to smell the earth, feel the soil, listen to the voice of winters wind, taste grapes and moonlit water, lie motionless in a forest tree to watch the night predators at their hunt. And on a great while, when waylaid or challenged by brigand or merary, Baerd would kill. A night predator in his own inatioless and soon gone. Another kind of ghost, a part of him dead with the dead of the River Deisa.
In every er of the mainland Palm except his own, which was gone, he had dohese things for years upon years, feeling the slow turning of the seasons, learning the meaning of night in this forest and that field, by this dark river, or on that mountain ridge, reag out or back or inward all the time toward a release that was ever and again denied.
He had been here in the highlands many times before on this same Ember Night. He and Alessa back a long way and had shared a great deal with Alienor of Borso, and there was the other, larger reason why they came south to the mountains at the beginning of every sed year. He thought of the
news from the west. From home. He remembered the look on Alessans face reading Danoleoer and his heart misgave him. But that was for tomorrow, and more Alessans burden than his own, however much he might want— as he always wao ease or share the weight.
Tonight was his own, and it called to him. Alone in the darkness, but hand in hand with a dream of Dianora, he walked away from the castle. Always before he had go and then south from Borso, curving his way into the hills themselves below the Braccio Pass. Tonight, for no reason he knew, his footsteps led him the other way, southeast. They carried him along the road to the edge of the village that lay beh the castle walls and there, as he passed a house with an uedly open door, Baerd saw a fair-haired woman standing in the moonlight as if she had been waiting for him aopped.
Sitting at the table, resisting the temptation to t their numbers one more time, trying to appear as if all were as normal as it could be on this night of war, Mattio heard Elena call his name and then Donars from outside the house. Her voice was soft, as it always was, but his senses were pitched toward her, as they had been for years. Even before poor Verzar had died.
He glanced across the table at Donar, but the older man was already reag for his crutches and rising to swing on his ooward the door. Mattio followed. A number of the others looked over at them, edgy and apprehensive. Mattio forced himself to smile reassuringly. na caught his eye and began speaking soothingly to a few of the more visibly nervous people.
Not at all easy himself, Mattio stepped outside with Donar and saw that someone had e. A dark- haired maly bearded and of middle height, stood motionless before Elena, glang from her to the two of them, not speaking. He had a sword slung in a scabbard on his ba the Tregean fashion.
Mattio looked over at Donar whose face was quite impassive. For all his experienber Night wars and of Dift he could not repress a shiver.
"Someone may e," their one-legged leader had said yestereve. And now someone was indeed here in the moonlight in the very hour before battle. Mattio looked over at Elena; her eyes had not left the stranger. She was standing very straight, slender and motionless, hands holding her elbows, hiding fear and wonder as best she could. But Mattio had spent years watg her, and he could see that her breathing was shallow and fast. He loved her for her stillness, and for wanting to hide her fear.
He gla Dain, and then stepped forward, extending two open palms to the stranger.
Calmly he said, "Be wele, though it is not to be abroad.”
The other man nodded. His feet were planted wide and solid on the earth. He looked as though he knew how to use his sword. He said, "Nor, as I uand the highlands, is it a night to have doors and windows open.”
"Why would you think you uand the highlands?" Mattio said. Too quickly. Elena still had not looked away from this man. There was an odd expression on her face.
Moving a little o stand beside her, Mattio realized that he had seen this man before. This was one who had e several times to the Ladys castle. A musi, he seemed to remember, or a mert of some sort. One of those landless men who endlessly crossed and recrossed the roads of the Palm. His heart, which had lifted to see the sword, sank a little.
The stranger had not respoo his sharp retort. He appeared, as much as the moonight revealed, to be giving the matter thought. Then he surprised Mattio.
"Im sorry," he said. "If I am trespassing upon a in ignorance, five me. I walk for reasons of my own. I will leave you to your peace.”
He actually turned away then, clearly intending to leave.
"No!" Elena said urgently.
And in the same moment Donar spoke for the first time.
"There is no peace tonight," he said in the deep voice they all trusted so much. "And you are not
trespassing. I thought someone might e along this road. Elena was watg for you.”
And at that the straurned. His eyes seemed wider in the dark, and something new, cooler, more appraising, gleamed in them now.
"e for what?" he asked.
There was a silence. Donar shifted his crutches and swung forward. Elena moved to one side to let him stand in front of the stranger. Mattio looked across at her; her hair was falling over one shoulder, white-gold in the moonlight. She ook her eyes from the dark-haired man.
Who was gazing steadily at Donar. "e for what?" he repeated, mildly enough.
Still Donar hesitated, and in that moment Mattio realized with a shock that the miller, their Elder, was afraid. A siing lurch of apprehension rose in Mattio, for he suddenly uood what Donar was about to do.
And then Donar did it. He gave them away to one from the north.
"We are the Night Walkers of Certando," he said, his voice steady and deep. "And this is the first of the Ember Nights of spring. This is ht. I must ask you: wherever you were born, was there a mark .
. . did the birthwomen who attended declare a blessing found?" And slowly he reached a hand inside his shirt and drew forth the leather sac he wore there, holding the caul that had marked him at his birth.
Out of the side of his eye Mattio saw Elena biting her lower lip. He looked at the stranger, watched him absorb what Donar had said, and he began gauging his ces of killing the man if it should e to that.
This time the sileretched. The muted sounds from the house behind them seemed loud. The dark-haired mans eyes had grown wide now, and his head was lifted high. Mattio could see that he was weighing what lay behind what had just been revealed.
Then, still not speaking, the stranger moved one hand to his throat and reag inside his shirt he brought out, so that the three of them could see, by starlight and moonlight, the small leather sac he too wore.
Mattio heard a small sound, a release of breath, and realized belatedly that he had made it himself.
"Earth be praised!" Elena murmured, uo stop herself. She had closed her eyes.
"Earth, and all that springs from it aurns," Donar added. His voice, amazingly, trembled.
They left it for Mattio to finish. "Returns, t forth again in the cycle that has no end," he said, looking at the stranger, at the sac he bore, almost identical to Mattios own, to Elenas, to Donars, to the ohey all carried, every one of them.
It was with the words of invocation spoken in sequence by the three of them that Baerd finally uood what he had stumbled upon.
Two hundred years ago, in a time of seemingly unending plagues, a time of harvest failures, of violend blood, the Carlozzini heresy had taken root here in the south. And from the highlands it had begun to spread throughout the Palm, gaining momentum and adherents with frightening speed. And against Carlozzis tral teag: that the Triad were younger deities, subject to and agents of an older, darker set of powers, the priesthood of the Palm had grimly and in cert set their hands.
Faced with such rare and absolute unity among the clergy, and caught up in the panic of a decade of plague and starvation, the Dukes and Grand Dukes and even Valti, Prince of Tigana, had seen themselves as having no choice. The Carlozzini had been hunted down and tried and executed all across the peninsula, by whatever means executions were ducted in each provin that time.
A time of violend blood. Two hundred years ago.
And now he was standing here showing the leather that held the caul of his birth, and speaking to three who had just declared themselves to be Carlozzini.
And more. Night Walkers, the one-legged old man had said. The vanguard, the secret army of the sect. Chosen in some way that no one knew. But now he did know, they had shown him. It occurred to him that he might be in danger now, having been grahis knowledge, and ihe bigger, bearded man seemed to be holding himself carefully, as if prepared for violence.
The woman who had stood watch was weeping though. She was very beautiful, though not in the way of Alienor, whose every movement, every spoken word might hint at a feline undercurrent of dahis woman was too young, too shy, he could not make himself believe in a threat from her. Not weeping as she was. And all three of them had spoken words of thanks, of praise. His instincts were on guard, but not in a way that warned of immediate danger. Deliberately Baerd forced his muscles to relax. He said, "What have you to tell me, then?”
Elena wiped the tears from her face. She looked at the stranger again, abs his square, , quiet solidity, his reality, the improbable fact that he was here. She swallowed with difficulty, painfully aware of the rag of her heart, trying to move past the moment when she had seen this man emerge from night and shadow to stand before her. And then the long interval when they had faced each other in the moonlight before she had impulsively reached out to touch his hand, to be sure that he was real. And had only then called for Mattio and Donar. Something odd seemed to be happening to her. She made herself trate on what Donar was saying.
"What I tell you now gives you power of life ah reat many people," he said softly.
"For the priesthood still want us destroyed and the Tyrant in Astibar will bide by what the clergy say in such things. I think you know this.”
"I know this," the dark-haired one echoed, equally quietly. "Will you say why you are fiding in me?”
"Because tonight is a night of battle," Donar said. "Tonight I lead the Night Walkers into war, aerday at su I fell into a sleep and dreamt of a stranger ing to us. I have learo trust my dreams, though not to know when they will e.”
Elena saw the stranger nod, calm, unruffled, aowledging this as easily as he had aowledged her presen the road. She saw that his arms were ridged with muscle under his shirt, and that he held himself as a man who had known fighting in his days. There seemed to be a sadness in his face, but it was really too dark to tell so much, and she chided herself for letting her imagination ru such a time.
Oher hand, he was abroad and alone on an Ember Night. Men without griefs of their own would never do such a thing, she was certain. She wondered where he was from. She was afraid to ask.
"You are the leader then, of this pany?" he said to Donar.
"He is," Mattio cut in sharply. "And you would do well not to dwell upon his infirmity." From the defiance of his to was clear he had misinterpreted the question. Elena knew how protective he was of Donar; it was one of the things she most respected in him. But this was too huge, too important a moment for misuandings. She turo him and shook her head urgently.
"Mattio!" she began, but Donar had already laid a hand on the blacksmiths arm, and in that moment the stranger smiled for the first time.
"You leap at a slight that is not meant," he said. "I have known others, as badly injured or worse, who led armies and governed men. I seek only to find my bearings. It is darker here for me than it is for you.”
Mattio opened his mouth and then closed it. He made a small, awkward gesture of apology with his shoulders and hands. It was Donar who replied.
"I am Elder of the Walkers, yes," he said. "And so mine, with Mattios aid, is leadership in battle. But you must know that the war we are to fight tonight is not like any battle you might know. When we e out again from this house it will be under a different sky ehan the one above us now. And uhat sky, in that challenging world of ghosts and shadows, few of us will appear as we do here.”
The dark-haired man shifted uneasily for the first time. He glanced downward, almost relutly, to
look at Donars hands.
Donar smiled, and held out his left hand, five fingers spread wide.
"I am not a wizard," he said softly. "There is magic here, yes, but we step into it and are marked for it, we do not shape it. This is not wizardry.”
The stranger length. Then said, with careful courtesy, "I see that. I do not uand it, but I only assume you are tellihese things to a purpose. Will it please you now to tell me what that is?”
And so Donar said then, finally, "Because we would ask aid of you in our battle tonight.”
In the silehat followed, Mattio spoke, and Elena had an idea how much pride he swallowed in saying: "We have need. Very great need.”
"Who do you fight?" the other man said.
"We call them the Others," Elena said herself, as her Donar nor Mattio spoke. "They e to us year by year. Geion after geion.”
"They e to ruin the fields and blight the seedlings and the harvest," Donar said. "For two hundred years the Night Walkers of Certando would battle them on this Ember Night, and for all this time we were able to hold them in check as they e upon us from the west.”
Mattio said, "For almost twenty years now, though, it has grown worse and worse for us. And on the last three Ember Nights we have been very badly beaten. Many of us have died. Aandhts have grown worse; you will know about that, and about the plagues here. They have—”
But the stranger had flung up a hand suddenly, a sharp, ued gesture.
"Almost twenty years? And from the west?" he said harshly. He came a step nearer and turo Donar. "The Tyrants came almost twenty years ago. And Brandin of Ygrath landed in the west.”
Daze was steady as he leaned on his crutches looking at the other man. "This is true," he said, "and it is a thought that has occurred to some of us, but I do not think it signifies. Our battles on this night each year go far beyond the daily s of who governs in the Palm in a givee></cite>ion, and how they govern, and from where they e.”
"But still—" the stranger began.
"But still," Donar said, nodding his head, "there are mysteries to this that are beyond my power to grasp. If you dis a pattern that I do not . . . who am I to question or deny that it might be true?”
He reached up to his ned touched the leather sac. "You carry the mark we all bear, and I dreamt your presence here tonight. Notwithstanding that, we have no claim upon you, all, and I must tell you that death will be there to meet us in the fields whehers e. But I also tell you that our need goes beyond these fields, beyoando, and even, I think, beyond this Peninsula of the Palm.
Will you fight with us tonight?”
The stranger was silent a long time. He turned away and looked upwards then, at the thin moon and stars, but Elena had a sehat his truer vision was inwards, that he was not really looking up at the lights.
"Please?" she heard herself say. "Will you please?”
He made no sign that he had even heard her. Wheurned back it was to look at Donar once more.
He said, "I uand little of this. I have my own battles to fight, and people to whom I owe a sworn allegiance, but I hear no evil in you, and no untruth, and I would see for myself the shape these Others take. If you dreamt my ing here I will let myself be guided by your dream.”
And then, as her eyes began brimming with tears again, Elena saw him turn to her. "Yes, I will," he said levelly, not smiling, his dark eyes grave. "I will fight with you tonight. My name is Baerd.”
And so it seemed that he had heard her, after all.
Elena mastered her tears, standing as straight as she could. There was a tumult, a terrible chaos, rising withihough, and in the midst of that chaos it seemed to Elena that she heard a sound, as of a sie plucked on her heart. Beyond Donar, Mattio said something but she didnt hear what it was. She was looking at this stranger, and realizing, as his gaze met her own, that she had been right before, that her instincts had not misled. There was so deep a sadness in him it could not possibly be missed by any man or woman with eyes to see, even in night and shadow.
She looked away, and then closed her eyes tightly for a moment, trying to hold baething of her heart for herself, before it all went seeking in the magid the strangeness of this night. Oh, Verzar, she thought. Oh, my dead love.
She opened her eyes again and took a careful breath. "I am Elena," she said. "Will you e in ahe others?”
"Yes," said Mattio gruffly, "e in with us, Baerd. Be wele in my home." This time she heard the hurt that came through in his voice, though he tried to mask it. She winced inwardly at that sound, g for him, for his strength and his generosity, hating so much to give sorrow. But this was an Ember Night and the tides of the heart could scarcely be ruled even by the light of day.
Besides, she had a very grave doubt, already, as the four of them turo go into the house, whether there would be any joy for her to find in what had just happeo her. Any joy in this stranger who had e to her out of darkness, in ao or called by Donars dream.
Baerd looked at the cup that the woman named na had just placed in his hands. It was of earthenware, rough to the touch, chipped at one edge, the unpainted color of red soil.
He looked from na to Donar, the older, maimed man—the Elder, they called him—to the bearded oo the irl, Elena. There was a kind of light in her face as she looked back at him, even in the shadows of this house, aurned away from that as something —perhaps the ohing—he could not deal with. Not now, perhaps not ever in his life. He cast his gaze out over the pany assembled there. Seventeen of them. Nine me women, all holding their own cups, waiting for him.
There would be more at the meeting-place, Mattio had said. How many more they could not tell.
He was being reckless, he knew. Swept away by the power of an Ember Night, by t<mark></mark>he undeniable truth of Donars dream, the fact that they had been waiting for him. By, if he were ho with himself, the look in Elenas eyes when he had first e up to her. A plex tempting of fate, that aspect of it, something he seldom did.
But he was doing it now, or about to do it. He thought of Ales-san, and of all the times hed chided or derided the Prince, his brother of the soul, for letting his passion for music take him down one dangerous path or another. What would Alessan say now, or quick-tongued Catriana? Or Devin? No, Devin would say nothing: he would watch, with that careful, focused attention, and e to his own clusions in his own time. Sandre would call him a fool.
And perhaps he was. But something had responded deep within him to the words Donar had spoken.
He had borhe caul of his birth iher all his life, a minor, a trivial superstition. A charm against drowning, he had been told as a child. But it was more here, and the cup he held in his hands would mark his acceptance of that.
Almost twenty years, Mattio had said.
The Others from the west, Donar had said.
There might be little in it, reat deal, or nothing at all, or everything.
He looked at the woman, Elena, and he draihe cup to the lees.
It was bitter, deathly bitter. For one panicked, irrational moment he feared he was undone, poisoned, a blood sacrifi some unknown Carlozzini rite of spring.
Then he saw the sour face na made as she drank from her own cup, and saw Mattio wince
ruefully at the taste of his, and the panic passed.
The long table had been put away, lifted from its trestles. Pallets had been spread about the room for them to lie upon. Elena moved towards him aured, and it would have been ungracious to hold back. He walked with her toward one wall and took the pallet she offered him. She sat down, unspeaking, on the one beside it.
Baerd thought of his sister, of that clear image of walking hand in hand with Dianora down a dark and silent road, only the two of them abroad in the wide world.
Donar the miller swung himself towards the pallet on Baerds other side. He leaned his crutches against the wall and subsided o.
"Leave your sword here," he said. Baerd raised his eyebrows. Donar smiled, a hieratic expression, devoid of mirth. "It will be useless where we are going. We will find our ons in the fields.”
Baerd hesitated a moment lohen, aware of eveer recklessness, of a mystic folly he could not have explained, he slipped the back-scabbard over his head and laid it against the wall beside Donars crutches.
"Close your eyes," he heard Elena saying from beside him. "It is easier that way." Her voice sounded oddly distant. Whatever he had drunk was beginning to act upon him. "It will feel like sleep," she said, "but it will not be. Earth grant us grace, and the sky her light." It was the last thing he heard.
It was not sleep. Whatever it was, it was not sleep, for no dream could be this vivid, no dream-wind this keen in his face.
He was in an open field, wide and fallow and dark, with the smell of spring soil, and he had no memory at all of ing here. There were a great many people—two hundred perhaps, or more—in the field with him, and he had no memory of any of them either. They must have e from other villages in the highlands, from gatherings in other homes like Mattios.
The light was strange. He looked up.
And Baerd saw that the moon in the sky was round and large and full, and it was green like the first green-gold of spring. It shoh that green and golden light among stars in stellations he had never seen. He wheeled around, dizzied, disoriented, his heart pounding, searg for a pattern that he knew in the heavens. He looked south, to where the mountains should be, but as far as his eyes could tra the green light he saw level fields stretg away, some fallow, some fully ripe with summer grain in a season that should only be spring. No mountains at all. No snoeaks, no Braccio Pass with Quileia beyond. He spun again. No Castle Borso to north or east. Or west?
West. With a sudden premonitiouro look there. Low hills rose and fell in seemingly endless progression. And Baerd saw that the hills were bare of trees, of grass, bare of flower and shrub and bush, bleak and waste and barren.
"Yes, look there," Donars deep voice said from behind him, "and uand why we are here. If we lose tonight the field in which we stand will be desolate as those hills year when we e back. The Others are down into these grainlands now. We have lost the battles of those hills over the past years. We are fighting in the plain now, and if this goes on, one Ember Night not far from now our children or their children will stand with their backs to the sea and lose the last battle of our war.”
"And?" Baerds eyes were still on the west, on the grey, stony ruin of the hills.
"And all the crops will fail. Not just here iando. And people will die. Of hunger or of plague.”
"All over the Palm?" He could not look away from the desolation that he saw. He had a vision of a lifeless world looking like that. He shivered. It was siing.
"The Palm and beyond, Baerd. Make no mistake, this is no local skirmish, no battle for a small peninsula. All over this world, and perhaps beyond, for it is said that ours is not the only world scattered by the Powers among time and the stars.”
"Carlozzi taught this?”
"Carlozzi taught this. If I uand his teag rightly, our own troubles here are bound up with even graver dangers elsewhere; in worlds we have never seen or will see, except perhaps in dream.”
Baerd shook his head, still looking out at the hills in the west. "That is too remote for me. Too difficult. I am a worker in stone and a sometime mert and I have learned how to fight, against my will and ination, over many years. I live in a peninsula overrun by enemies from overseas. That is the level of evil I grasp.”
He turned away from the western hills then and looked at Donar. Ae the warning theyd given him, his eyes widened with amazement. The miller stood on two sound legs; his grey, thinning hair had bee a thick dark brown like Baerds own, aood with his broad shoulders straight and his head held high, a man in his prime.
A woman came up to them, and Baerd knew Elena, for she was not greatly ged. She seemed older here though, less frail; her hair was shorter, though still white-gold despite the strangeness of the light. Her eyes, he saw, were a very deep blue.
"Were your eyes that same color an ho?" he asked.
She smiled, pleased and shy. "It was more than an hour. And I dont know what I look like this year.
It ges a little for me every time. What color are they now?”
"Blue. Extremely blue.”
"Well thehey have always been blue. Perhaps remely blue, but blue." Her smile deepened. "Shall I tell you what you look like?" There was an ingruity, a lightness in her voice. Even Donar had an amused expression playing about his lips.
"Tell me.”
"You look like a boy," she said with a little laugh. "A fourteen-or fifteen-year-old boy, beardless now and much too thin and with a shock of brown hair I would love to cut if we had but half a ce.”
Baerd felt his heart thud like a mallet in his breast. It actually seemed to stop for an instant before beginning again, laboriously, to beat. He turned sharply away from the others, looking down at his hands.
They did seem different. Smoother, less lined. And a knife scar hed got in Tregea five years ago was not there. He closed his eyes, feeling suddenly weak.
"Baerd?" Elena said behind him, ed. "Im sorry. I did not mean to—”
He shook his head. He tried to speak but found that he could not. He wao reassure her, her and Donar, that it was all right, but he seemed, unbelievably, to be weeping, for the first time in almost twenty years.
For the first time sihe year he had been a fourteen-year-old boy forbidden to go to war by his Princes orders and his fathers. Forbidden to fight and die with them by the red banks of the River Deisa when all the shining had e to an end.
"Be easy, Baerd," he heard Donar saying, deep ale. "Be easy. There is always a strangeness here.”
Then a womans hands were briefly upon his shoulders and then reag around him from behind to meet and clasp at his chest. Her cheek rested against his bad she held him so, strong and sharing and generous, while he brought his hands up to cover his face as he cried.
Above them on the Ember Night the full moon was green-gold and around them the strange fields were fallow, or newly sown, or full with ripened grain before the planting-time, or utterly bare and desolate and lost, in the west.
"They are ing," someone said, walking up to them. "Look. We had best claim our ons.”
He reized Mattios voice. Elena released him and stepped back. Baerd wiped his eyes and looked
to the west again.
And he saw then that the Ember war was giving him another ce. A ake right what had gone so bitterly wrong in the world the summer he was fourteen.
Over the hills from the west, far off yet but unnaturally clear in the unnatural light, the Others were ing: and they were clad, all of them, in the livery of Ygrath.
"Oh, Morian!" he whispered on a sharply takeh.
"What do you see?" Mattio said.
Baerd turhe man was leaner, and his black beard was differently trimmed, but he was reizably the same. "Ygrathens," he said on a rising note of excitement. "Soldiers of the King of Ygrath. You may never have seen them here, this far east, but that is exactly what they are, your Others.”
Mattio looked suddenly thoughtful. He shook his head, but it was Donar who spoke.
"Be not deceived, Baerd. Remember where we are, what I have told you. You are not in our peninsula, this is no battle of the day against your invaders from overseas.”
"I see them, Donar. I know what I see.”
"And shall I tell you that what I see out there are hideous shapes in grey and dun, naked and hairless, dang and coupling with each other as they mock us with their numbers?”
"And the Others for me are different again," Mattio said bluntly, almost angrily. "They are large, larger than men, with fur on their spines running down into a tail like the mountain cats. They walk upon two legs but they have claws on their hands, and razored teeth in their mouths.”
Baerd wheeled again, his heart hammering, looki in the eerily lucid green light of wherever they were. But still, in the middle distance, p down out of the hills, he saw soldiers with ons: swords and pikes and the undulating knives of Ygrath.
He turo Elena, a little desperate.
"I do not like to name what I see," she murmured, l her eyes. "They frighteoo much.
They are creatures of my childhood fears. But it is not what you are seeing, Baerd. Believe me. Believe us. You may see the Others in the shape of your hearts hate, but this is not the battle of your daytime world.”
He shook his head in fierce denial. There was a deep surging in his spirit, a rushing of blood in his veins. The Others were nearer now, hundreds of them, streaming out of the hills.
"I am always fighting the same battle," he said to her. To her and the two men. "All my life.
Wherever I am. And I know what I see out there. I tell you that I am fifteen years old now, not fourteen or I could not be here. They would not have allowed me." A thought struck him. "Tell me: is there a stream west of us, a river below where they are desding now?”
"There is," Donar said. "Do you want to join battle there?”
A red, fierce joy was running through Baerd, wild and untrollable.
"I do," he said. "Oh, I do. Mattio, where do we claim our ons?”
"There." Mattio pointed southeast to a small nearby field where tall stalks of were growing, in defiance of what should have been the season. "e. They will be at your stream very soon.”
Baerd did not speak. He followed Mattios lead. Elena and Donar went with them. Other men and women were in that field of already and Baerd saw that they were reag down to pluck a stalk to be their on in the night. It was uny, incredible, but he was beginning to take a part of the measure of this place, to uand the magic that was at work here, and a er of his mind, which worked outside and around the stern logic of day, grasped that the tall yellow grain that was so endangered was the only on possible tonight. They would fight for the fields with grain in their hands.
He stepped in among the others in that field, careful of where he walked, and he bent down and grasped a stalk for himself. It came free easily, even willingly to his hand in that green night. He walked out on to fallow ground again aed it in his hand and swung it cautiously, and he saw that already the stalk had stiffened like metal fed. It sliced through the air with a keen whistling sound. He tested it with a finger and drew blood. The stalk had grown as sharp as any blade hed ever held, and as true to his hand, and it was many-edged like the fabled blades of Quileia, turies ago.
He looked away to the west. The Ygrathens were desding the of the hills. He could see the glint of their ons uhe moon. This is not a dream, he told himself. Not a dream.
Donar was beside him, grim and unwavering. Mattio stood beyond, a passionate defian his face.
Men and women were gathering behind them and all around, and all of them held swords in their hands, and all of them looked the same: stern and resolute and unafraid.
"Shall we go?" Donar said then, turning to look out upon them all. "Shall we go and fight them for the fields and for our people? Will you e with me now to the Ember war?”
"For the fields!" the Night Walkers cried, and raised their living swords aloft to the sky.
What Baerd di Tigana bar Saevar cried he cried only in his heart and not aloud, but he went forward with all of them, a stalk of like a long blade in his hand, to do battle uhe pale green moon of that ented place.
Whehers fell, scaly and grey, blind and crawling with maggots, there was never any blood.
Elena uood why that was so, Donar had told her years ago: blood meant life, and their foes tonight were the ehe opposite, of any kind of life. When they fell to the swords nothing flowed from them, nothing seeped away into the earth.
There were so many of them. There always were, swirling in a grey mass like slugs, p down out of the hills and swarming into the stream where Donar and Mattio and Baerd had e to make their stand.
Elena prepared herself to fight, amid the loud, whirling, green-tinted chaos of the night. She was frightened, but she knew she could deal with that. She remembered how deathly afraid shed been in her first Ember war, w how she—she who could scarcely have even lifted a sword in the daytime world—could possibly battle such hideous creatures as the nightmare ones she saw.
But Donar and Verzar had assuaged her fears: here in this green night of magic it was the soul and the spirit that mattered, here it was ce and desire that shaped and drove the bodies in which they found themselves. Ele so much stronger on the Ember Nights, so much more lithe and quick. That had frightened her, too, the first time and even afterward: uhis green moon she was someone who could kill. It was a realization she had to deal with, an adjustment to be made. They all did, to one degree or another. None of them were exactly what they were uhe sun or the two moons of home. Donars body on this night of war reached backwards, further every year, toward a lost image of what he once had been.
Just as Baerds very clearly, reached back as well, more than one might have guessed or expected.
Fifteen, he had said. Not fourteen, or he would not have been allowed. She didnt uand that, but she had no time to puzzle such things out. Not now. The Others were iream, and now they were trying to clamber out, clad in the hideous shapes her mind gave them.
She dodged a scything axe-blow from a creature dripping with water as it scrambled up the bank towards her, and as she did she gritted her teeth and slashed downward with an instinctive deadliness she would have never known was hers. She felt her blade, her living sword, ch hard through scaly armor and bury itself in the maggot-ied body of her foe.
She pulled the on free with an effort, hating what she had done, but hating the Others more, infinitely more. She turned—barely in time to bloother asding blow and withdraw a step before two neejawed assailants on her right. She lifted her blade in a desperate attempt to ward.
Then suddenly only one of the Others was standing there. Theher of them.
She lowered her sword and looked at Baerd. At her stranger on the road, her promise given by the night. He smiled grimly at her, tight-lipped, standing over the bodies of the Others he had just killed. He smiled, and he had saved her life, but he said nothing to her at all. He turned a forward to the edge of the river. She watched him go, saw his boys body stride into the thiess of battle, and she wasnt sure whether to give way to a rush of hope because of his deadly skill or to grieve for the look in his too young eyes.
Again, no time for such thoughts. The river seethed and boiled now with the ing of the Others as they waded into it. Screams of pain, cries e and fury cut the green night like blades of sound. She saw Donar along the bank to the south swinging his sword two-handed in wheeling circles of denial. Saw Mattio beside him, slashing and stabbing, -footed among the fallen bodies, absolute in his ce.
All about her the Night Walkers of Certando plunged into the caldron of their war.
She saw a woman fall, then another, swarmed over and hacked down by the creatures from the west.
She cried out herself then, in fury and revulsion, and she moved back up to the edge of the river, running to where na was, her sword swinging forward, her blood—her blood which was life, and the promise of life—raging with the o drive them back. Baow, tonight, and then again a year from now, and after that, and again and again on each of these Ember Nights, that the spring sowing might be fruitful, that the earth be allowed to bear its bounty in the fall. This year and the year, and the .
In the midst of that chaos of noise and motion, Elena glanced up. She checked the height of the still- climbing moon, and then—she could not stop herself—she looked to the of the devastated hills beyond the stream, apprehension clutg at her heart. There was no ohere. Not yet.
There would be, though. She was almost certain there would be. And then? She pulled herself back from that. What would happen would happen. Arouhere was war, here and now, and more than enough terror ihers massed before her, surging up out of the river oher side.
She tore her thoughts from the hill and struck downwards, hard, feeling her blade bite into a scabrous shoulder. She heard the Other make a wet, bubbly sound. She jerked her sword free and spu barely in time to block a sideways blow, scrambling to keep her footing. nas free hand braced her from behind; she didnt even have time to look but she knew who it was.
It was wild uhe unknown stars, uhe green light of that moon, it was frenzy and chaos; there was screaming and shouting everywhere now, and the riverbank was muddy, slippery and treacherous. Elenas Others were wet and grey, dark with their parasites and open sores. She ched her teeth and fought, letting this Ember Night bodys grace be guided by her soul, the stalk that was her sword dang with a life that seemed to e from within itself as much as it did from her. She lashed with mud and water, and she was sure there must be blood, but there was no time to cheo time now to do anything at all but parry and hammer and slash, and fight to keep ones footing on the slope of the riverbank, for to fall would be to die.
She was aware, in scattered, halluatory flashes, of Donar beside her and na for a time. Then she saw him stride away with a handful of others to quell a movement to the south. Baerd came up on her left at one point, guarding her open side, but when she glanced ain—and now the moon was very high—she saw he was gohen she saw where. He was in the river, not waiting for the Others to e to him. He was attag them ier, screaming i words she could not uand. He was slim and young and very beautiful, and deadly. She saw bodies of the Others piling before his feet like grey sludge blog the stream. He would be seeing them differently, she knew. He had told them what he saw: he would be seeing soldiers of Ygrath, of Brandin, the Tyrant in the west.
His blade seemed almost to vanish in a blur, it moved so fast. Knee-deep iream he stood rooted like a tree and they could not force him back, or survive in front of him. The Others were falling back from him there, scrambling to withdraw, trying to work their way around their owo get further dowream. He was driving them away, battling alone ier, the moonlight strange on
his fad strange on the living stalk that was his sword, and he was a fifteen-year-old boy. Only that.
Elenas heart ached for him, even as she fought an overwhelming weariness.
She willed herself to hold her own ground, north of where he was, up on the muddy bank. na was further south along the river now, fighting beside Donar. Two men and a woman from another village came up beside Elena, and together the four of them fought for their stretch of slippery ground, trying to move in cert, to be of one mind.
They were not fighters, not trained for battle. They were farmers and farmers wives, millers and blacksmiths and weavers, masons and serving-girls, goatherds in the hills of the Braccie. But ead every one of them had been born with a caul in the highlands and named in childhood for Carlozzis teags and for the Ember war. And uhe green moon—which had passed its apex and would be setting now—the passion of their souls taught their hands to speak for life with the blades the tall grain had bee.
So the Night Walkers of Certando did battle by that river, fighting for the deepest, oldest dream of the widespreading try fields beyond all the high city walls. A dream of Earth, of the life-giving soil, rid moist and flourishing in its cycle of seasons and years; a dream of the Others driven back, and farther back, and finally away, one bright year none of them would live to see.
And there came a time, amid the tumult and the frenzy, the loud, blurred, spinning violence by the river, when Elena ahree panions fed a respite for themselves. She had a moment to look up and she saw that the stream was thinning of foes. That the Others were milling about, disanized and fused west of the river. She saw Baerd splash further into the water, hip-deep now, g for the eo e to him, cursing them in a voice so torme was scarcely knowable as his own.
Elena could barely stand. She leaned on her sword, sug in air with heaving sobs, utterly spent.
She looked over and saw that one of the men who had fought beside her was down on one knee, clutg his right shoulder. He bled from an ugly, ragged wound. She k beside him, tearing weakly at her clothing for a strip to bind it with. He stopped her though.
He stopped her and touched her shoulder and, mutely, he pointed across the stream. She looked where he pointed, away to the west, fear rising in her again. And hi that moment of seeming victory Elena saw that the of the hill was y anymore. That there was something standing there.
"Look!" a man cried just then, from further down the river. "He is with them again! We are undone!”
Other voices took up that cry along the riverbank, in grief and horror and cold fear, for they saw, they all saw now, that the shadow figure had e. Within the darkest spaces of her heart Elena had known that he would.
Just as he almost always had these last years. Fifteen years, twenty; though never before that, Donar had said. When the moon began to set, green and full, just when—so much of the time—it seemed as if they might have a ce to force the Others back, that dark figure would appear, to stand ed in fog and mist as hi a shroud at the back of the enemy ranks.
And it was this figure the Walkers would see e forward in the years of their defeats, when they were retreating, having been driven back. It was he who would step onto the bitterly tested places of battle, the lost fields, and claim them for his own. And blight and disease and desolation spread where he passed, wherever he walked upon the earth.
He stood now on the of the wasted hills west of the river, clouds of obsg mist rising and flowing all around him. Elena could not dis his faone of them ever had—but from within that smoke and darkness she saw him raise his hands and stretch them out toward them, reag, reag for the Walkers on the riverbank. And as he did Ele a sudden shaft of ess e into her heart, a terrible, numbing chill. Her legs began to tremble. She saw that her hands were shaking and it seemed that there was nothing she could do, nothing at all, to hold her ce to her.
Across the stream the Others, his army or his allies or the amorphous projes of his spirit, saw
him stretch his arms toward the battlefield. Elena heard a sudden savage exultation in their cries; she saw them massi of the river to e at them again. And she remembered, weary and spent, with a grim despair reag into her heart, that this was exactly how it had been last year, and the spring before that, and the spring before as well. Her spirit ached with the knowledge of loss to e, even as she fought to find a way to ready her exhausted body to faother charge.
Mattio was beside her. "No!" she heard him gasp, with a dull, hopeless insistence, blindly fighting the power of that figure on the hill. "Not this time! Not! Let them kill me! Not retreat again!”
He could scarcely speak, and he was bleeding, she saw. There was a gash in his right side, another along his leg. Wheraighteo move to the river she saw that he was limping. He was doing it though, he was moving forward, even into the face of what was being leveled at them. Ele a sob escape her dry throat.
And now the Others were ing again. The wounded man beside her struggled gamely up from his knees, holding his sword in his left hand, his useless right arm dangling at his side. Further along the bank she saw men and women as badly wounded or worse. They were all standing though, and lifting their blades. With love, with a shafting of pride that was akin to pain, Elena saw that the Night Walkers were not retreating. None of them. They were ready to hold this ground, or to try. And some of them were going to die now she knew, many of them would die.
Then Donar was beside her, and Elena fli what she saw in his white face. "No," he said.
"This is folly. We must fall back. We have no choice. If we lose too many tonight it will be even worse spring. I have to play for time, to hope for something that will make a ge." The words sounded as if they were scraped from his throat.
Ele herself beginning to cry, from exhaustion as much as anything else. And even as she was nodding from within the abyss of her weariness, trying to let Donar see her uanding, her support, wanting to ease the rawness of his pain, even as the Others drew near again, triumphant, hideous, unwearied, she abruptly realized that Baerd wasnt with them on the bank. She wheeled toward the river, looking for him, and so she saw the miracle begin.
He was never in any doubt, all. From the moment the mist-ed figure appeared on the black hill Baerd knew what it was. In an odd way he had known this even before the shadow-figure came.
It was why he was here, Baerd realized. Dht not know it, but this was why the Elder had had a dream of someone ing, why Baerds steps that night had taken him to the place where Elena was watg in the dark. It seemed to have been a long time ago.
He couldhe figure clearly but that didnt matter, it really didnt. He knew what this was about.
It was as if all the sorrows and the lessons and the labors of his life, his and Alessans together, had brought him to this river uhis green moon that someone here might kly what the figure on the black hill was, the nature of its power. The power the Night Walkers had not been able to withstand because they could not uand.
He heard a splash behind him and knew instinctively that it would be Mattio. Without turning he handed him his strange sword. The Others—the Ygrathens of his dreams and hate—were massing again on the western bank.
He ighem. They were tools. Right now they did not matter at all. They had beeen by the ce of Donar and the Walkers; only the shadow-figure signified now, and Baerd knew what was o deal with that. Not a prowess of blades, not even with these swords of grain. They were past that now.
He drew a deep breath, and he raised his hands from his sides and pointed up at that shrouded figure on the hill, exactly as the figure ointing down at them. And with his heart full to overflowing with old grief and a youainty, scious that Alessan would say it better, but knowing that this had bee his task, and knowing also what had to be done, Baerd cried aloud irangeness of that
night: "Be gone! We do not fear you! I know what you are and where your power lies! Be gone or I shall name you now and cut your strength apart—we both know the power of onight!”
Gradually the raucous cries subsided oher side of the river, and the murmurs of the Walkers faded. It grew very still, deathly still. Baerd could hear Mattios labored, painful breathing just behind him. He didnt look back. He waited, straining to pee the mist that ed the figure on the hill.
And as he stared it seemed to him, with a surge in his heart, that the upraised arms were lowered slightly.
That the cealing mist dissipated a very little.
He waited no longer.
"Be gone!" he cried again, more loudly yet, a ringing sureness in his voiow. "I have said I know you and I do. You are the spirit of the violators here. The presence of Ygrath in this peninsula, and of Barbadior. Both of them! You are tyranny in a land that has been free. You are the blight and the ruin in these fields. You have used yi the west to shape a desecration, to obliterate a name. Yours is a power of darkness and shadow uhis moon, but I know you and ame you, and so all your shadows are gone/”
He looked, and even as he eaking the words that came to him he saw that they were true! It was happening. He could see the mist drifting apart, as if taken by a wind. But even in the midst of joy something checked him: a knowledge that the victory was only here, only in this unreal place. His heart was full ay at one and the same time. He thought of his father dying by the Deisa, of his mother, of Dianora, and Baerds hands went flat and rigid at his sides, even as he heard the murmurs of disbelieving hope rising at his back.
Mattio whispered something in a choked voice. Baerd k would be a prayer.
The Others were milling about in disarray west of the stream. Even as Baerd watched, motionless, his hands held outwards, his heart in turmoil, more of the shadows cloaking their leader lifted and spread, beginning to blow away over the brow of the hill. For one moment Baerd thought he saw the figure clearly. He thought he saw it bearded and slim, and of medium height, and he knew which of the Tyrants that one would be, whie had e from the west. And something rose within him at that sight, crashing through to the surface like a wave breaking against his soul.
"My sword!" he rasped. "Quickly!”
He reached back. Mattio placed it in his hand. In front of them the Others were starting to fall back, slowly at first, then faster, and suddenly they were running. But that didnt even matter; that didnt matter at all.
Baerd looked up at the figure on the hill. He saw the last of the shadows blowing away and he lifted his voice more, g aloud the passion of his soul: "Stay for me! If yrath, if you are truly the sorcerer of Ygrath I want you now! Stay for me—I am ing! In the name of my home and of my father I am ing for you now! I am Baerd di Tigana bar Saevar!”
Wildly, still screaming his challenge, he splashed forward and clambered out of the stream, scrambling up the other bank. The ruih felt cold as ice through his wet boots. He realized that he had entered a terrain that had no real place for life, but tonight, now, with that figure before him on the hill, that didnt matter either. It didnt matter if he died.
The army of the Others was in flight, they were throwing down their ons as they ran. There was no oo gainsay him. He glanced up again. The moon seemed to be setting unnaturally fast. It looked as if it was resting now, round and huge, on the very of the black hill. Baerd saw the figure standing there silhouetted against that green moon; the shadows were gone, almost he saw it clearly again across the dead lands between.
Then he heard a long laugh of mockery, as if in respoo his g of his was the laughter of his dreams, the laughter of the soldiers in the year of the fall. Still laughing, not hurrying at all, the
shadow-figure turned and stepped down from the of the hill and away to the west.
Baerd began to run.
"Baerd, wait!" he heard the woman, na, cry from behind him. "You must not be on the wastelands when the moon goes down! e back! We have won!”
They had won. But he had not, whatever the Walkers of the highlands might think, or say. His battle, his and Alessans, was no nearer resolution than it had been before tonight. Whatever he had done for the Night Walkers of Certando, this nights victory was not his, it could not be. He khat in his heart. And his enemy, the image of his souls hate, khat as well as he and was laughing at him even now just out of sight beyond the brow of that low hill.
"Stay for me!" Baerd screamed again, his young, lost voice ripping through the night.
He ran, flashing over the dead earth, his heart bursting with the need for speed. He overtook stragglers among the army and he killed them as he ran, not even breaking stride. It hardly mattered, it was only for the Walkers in their war, for year. The Others scattered north and south, away from him, from the lihat led to the hill.
Baerd reached the slope a straight up, scrabbling for a foothold on the cold waste ground.
Then he breasted the hill with a surge and a gasp.
Aood upon the summit, exactly where the shadow-figure had stood, and he looked away to the west, toward all the empty valleys and ruined hills beyond, and saw nothing. There was no ohere at all.
He turned quickly north and then south, his chest heaving, and saw that the army of the Others, too, seemed to have entirely melted away. He spun back to the west and then he uood.
The green moon had set.
He was alone in this wasteland under a clear, high dome of brilliant, alien stars and Tigana was no o ing back than it had ever been. And his father was still dead and would never e ba, and his mother and sister were dead, or lost somewhere in the world.
Baerd sank to his knees on the ruined hill. The ground was cold as winter. It was colder. His sword slipped from his suddenly nerveless fingers. He looked at his hands by starlight, at the slim hands of the boy he had been, and then he covered his face with those hands for the sed time in that Ember Night, and he wept as though his heart were breaking now and not broken long ago.
Elena reached the hill and began to climb. She was breathless from running but the slope was not steep. Mattio had grabbed her arm whearted to ehe river. He had said it might meah to be among the ruined lands after moo, but Donar had told her it would be all right now. Donar had been uo stop smiling since Baerd had made the shadow-figure withdraw. There was a stunned, incredulous glory in his face.
Most of the Walkers had gone back, wounded and weary, intoxicated with triumph, to the field where they had claimed their ons. From there they would be drawn home before sunrise. So it had always happened.
Carefully avoiding Mattios eyes, Elena had crossed the river and e after Baerd. Behind her as she went she could hear the singing begin. She knew what would follow in the sheltering hollows and the darkness of that field after an Ember victory. Ele her pulse accelerate with the very thought. She could guess what Mattios face would have revealed as she walked away from him into<dfn></dfn> the river and then across. In her heart she offered him an apology, but her stride as she went did not falter, and then, halfway to the hill, she began to run, suddenly afraid for the man she sought, and for herself, alone in all this wide dark emptiness.
Baerd was sitting on the of the hill, where the shadow-figure had stood in front of the setting moon just before he fled. He glanced up as she approached, and a queer, frightened expression flickered
for an instant across his fa the starlit dark.
Elena stopped, uain.
"It is only me," she said, trying to catch her breath.
He was silent a moment. "Im sorry," he said. "I wasnt expeg anyone. For a moment ... for a moment you looked almost exactly like a ... like something I saw once as a boy. Something that ged my life.”
Elena didnt know what to say to that. She had thought no further thaing here. Now that she had found him she was suddenly unsure of herself again. She sat down on the dead earth fag him. He watched her, but said nothing else.
She took a deep breath and said, bravely, "You should have expected someone. You should have known that I would e." She swallowed hard, her heart pounding.
For a long moment Baerd was very still, his head tilted a little to one side, as if listening to the echo of her words. Then he smiled. It lit up his young, too thin fad the hollow, wounded eyes.
"Thank you," he said. "Thank you for that, Elena." It was the first time hed used her name. In the distahey could hear the singing from the field. Overhead the stars were almost impossibly bright in the black arch of the sky.
Ele herself flushing. She glanced down and away from his direct gaze. She said, awkwardly, "After all, it is dangerous here in the dead lands, and you wouldnt have known. Not having been here before. With us, I mean. You wouldnt even know how to get bae.”
"I have an idea," he said gravely. "I imagine we have until sunrise. And in any case, these arent the dead lands anymore. We won them back tonight. Elena, look at the ground where you walked.”
She turo look back. And caught her breath in wonder and delight to see that along the path shed taken to this hill white flowers were blooming in what had been barreh.
Even as she watched she saw that the flowers were spreading in all dires from where she had passed. Tears sprang to her eyes and spilled liding unheeded down her cheeks, making her vision blur. She had seen enough though, she uood. This was the Earths respoo what they had doonight. Those delicate white flowers ing to life uhe stars were the most beautiful things she had seen in all her days.
Quietly, Baerd said, "You have caused this, Elena. Your being here. You must teach Donar and na and the others this. When you win the Ember war it is not only a matter of holding the line of battle. You must follow the Others and drive them back, Elena. It is possible tain lands lost in battle years before.”
She was nodding. Hearing in his words an echo of something known and fotten long ago. She spoke the memory: "The land is ruly dead. It always e back. Or what is the meaning of the cycle of seasons and years?" She wiped her tears away and looked at him.
His expression in the darkness was much too sad for a moment such as this. She wished she knew a way to dispel that sorrow, and not only for tonight. He said, "That is mostly true, I suppose. Or true for the largest things. Smaller things die. People, dreams, a home.”
Impulsively Elena reached forward and took his hand. It was fine and slender and it lay in hers quietly but without response. In the distance, east of the river, the Night Walkers were singing songs to celebrate and wele the spring, to cry the blessing of the season on the crops that summer would see.
Elena wished with all her heart that she were wiser, that she might have an ao what lay so deeply and hurtfully ihis man.
She said, "If we die that is part of the cycle. We e ba another form." But that was Donars thought, his way of speaking, not her own.
Baerd was silent. She looked at him, but she could find nothing withio say that wouldnt sound
wrong, or be someone elses words. So instead, thinking it might somehow help him to speak, she asked, "You said you khe shadow-figure. How, Baerd? you tell me?" It was a strange, almost an illicit pleasure to speak his name.
He smiled at her thely. He had a gentle face, especially young as it was now. "Donar had all the clues himself, and Mattio, all of you. You had been losing for twenty years or so they told me. Donar said I was too much tied to the transitory battles of day, do you remember?”
Elena nodded.
"He wasnt wholly wrong," Baerd went on. "I saw Ygrathen soldiers here, and they were not truly so of course. I uand that now. Dearly as I might have wished them to be. But I wasnt wholly wroher." For the first time his hand put an answering pressure on her own. "Elena, evil feeds on itself. And the evils of day, however transitory, must add to the power of what you face here on the Ember Nights.
They must, Elena, it ot but be so. Everything ects. We ot afford to look only at our own goals. That is the lesson the dearest friend of my life has taught me. The Tyrants in our peninsula have shaped a wrong that goes deeper than who governs in a given year. And that evil has spilled over into this battlefield where you fight Darkness in the name of Light.”
"Darkness adding to Darkness," she said. She wasain what had led her to say that.
"Exactly," Baerd said. "Exactly so. I uand your battles here now, how far they go beyond my own war in the daylight world. But going far beyond doeshere is no e. That was Donars mistake. It was before him all along, if only he could have seen.”
"And the naming," Elena asked. "What did the naming have to do with it?”
"Naming has everything to do with it," Baerd said quietly. He withdrew his hand from hers and rubbed it across his eyes. "Names matter even more here in this plaagic than they do at home where we mortals live and die." He hesitated. And after a silence made deeper by the singing far away, he whispered, "Did you hear me name myself?”
It seemed almost a silly question. He had cried it at the top of his voice. All of them had heard. But his expression was too intense for her to do anything but answer.
"I did," she said. "You named yourself Baerd di Tigana bar Saevar.”
And moving very slowly then, very deliberately, Baerd reached for and claimed her hand, and brought it to his lips, as though she were the lady of one of the highland castles, and not only the wheelwrights widowed daughter from the village below Borso.
"Thank you," he said, in a queer voice. "Thank you so much. I thought ... I thought it might possibly be different tonight. Here.”
The back of her hand was tingling where his lips had touched her and her pulse was suddeically fast. Fighting for posure, Elena asked, "I dont uand. What did I do?”
His sorrow was still there, but somehow it seemed gentler now, less naked in his face. He said, quite calmly, "Tigana is the name of a land that was taken away. Its loss is part of the evil that brought the shadow-figure to this hill, and to all your other battlefields for twenty years now. Elena, you wont uand this pletely, you t, but believe me when I tell you that you could not have heard the name of that land ba your village, whether by the light of day or uhe two moons. Not even if I spoke it to you from as near as we are now, or cried it louder than I did withiream.”
And now, finally, she did uand. Not the difficult sum of what he was trying to vey, but the thing that mattered more for her: the source of his grief, of that look in the dark of his eyes.
"And Tigana is your home," she said. Not a question. She knew.
He nodded. Very calm. He was still holding her hand, she realized. "Tigana is my home," he echoed.
"Men call it Lower Corte now.”
She was silent a long moment, thinking hard. Then, "You must speak of this to Donar," she said.
"Before m takes us back. There may be something he knows about such matters, something he do to help. And he will want to help.”
Something flickered in his face. "Ill do that," he said. "Ill speak to him before I go.”
They were both silent then. Before I go. Elena pushed that away as best she could. She became aware that her mouth was dry and her heart was still pounding, almost as it had in battle. Baerd did not move.
He looked so young. Fifteen, he had said. She glanced away, uain again, and saw that all around them now the hill itself was covered with a carpet of white flowers.
"Look!" she said, delighted and awed.
He looked around, and smiled then, from the heart.
"Yht them with you," he said.
Below them a, in the field of across the river only a few voices were still singing. Elena knew what that would mean. This was the first of the Ember Nights of spring. The beginning of the year, of the cycle of sowing and harvest. And tonight they had won the Ember war. She knew what would be happening among the men and women in that field. Overhead, the stars seemed to have e o be almost as close to them as the flowers.
She swallowed, and summoned her ce again. She said: "There are other things that are different about tonight. Here.”
"I know," Baerd said softly.
And then he moved, finally, and was on his knees before her among all the young white flowers. He released her palm then, but only to take her face between his two hands, so carefully it seemed as if he feared she might break or bruise to his touch. Over the rapidly growing thunder of her pulse, Elena heard him whisper her name once, as if it were a kind of prayer, and she had time to answer with his—with all of his name, as a gift—before he lowered his mouth to hers.
She could not have spoken after that, for desire and need crashed over her and bore her away as something—a chip of wood, a fragment of bark—carried by a huge and rushing wave. Baerd was with her, though. They were together here in this place, and then they were naked among the newly sprung white flowers of that hill.
And as she drew him down and into her, feeling the keenness of longing and an ag tenderness, Elena looked up for a moment past his shoulder at all the cirg, luminous stars of the Ember Night.
And it came to her as a wonderful and joyous thought that every single diamond of those stars would have a name.
Then Baerds rhythm ged above her, and her own awakened desire with it, and all thoughts scattered from her like dust strewween those stars. She moved her head so her mouth could seek and find his own and she closed her arms around him and gathered him to her and closed her eyes, and they let that high wave carry them into the beginning of spring.
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