Part Two-4
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It about our Willie. He been a bad boy and do hisself in mighty bad trouble. And us got to do something. Doctor Copeland walked from the hall with rigid steps. He stopped in the bedroom for his bathrobe, shawl, and slippers a back to the kit. Portia was waiting for him there. The kit was lifeless and cold. All right. What has he done? What is it? Just wait a minute. Just let me find brain room so I study it all out and tell it to you plain.’He crushed some sheets of neer lying on thehearth and picked up a few sticks of kindling.
Let me make the fire, Portia said. You just sit down at the table, and soon as this here stove is hot us going to have a cup of coffee. Then maybe it all wont seem so bad.’
"There is not any coffee. I used the last of it yesterday. > When he said this Portia began to cry. Savagely she stuffed paper and wood into the stove and lighted it with a trembling hand. "This here the way it is, she said. Willie and Highboy were messing around tonight at a place where they got no business being. You know how I feels like I always got to keep my Willie and my Highboy close to me? Well, if Id been there none of this trouble would of e about. But I were at the Ladies Meeting at the churd them boys got restless.
They went down to Madame Rebas Palace of Sweet Pleasure.
And Father, this is sure one bad, wicked place. They got a man sells tickets on the bug— but they also got these strutting, bad-blood, tail-shaking nigger gals and these here red satin curtains and------’
Daughter, said Doctor Copeland irritably. He pressed his hands to the side of bis head. I know the place. Get to the point.’
Love Jones were there—and she is one bad cal.
Willie he drunk liquor and shimmied around with her until first thing you know he were in a fight. He were in a fight with this boy named Junebug—over Love. And for a while they fights there with their hands and then this Junebug got out his knife. Our Willie didnt have no knife, so he eo bellow and run around the parlor. Then finally Highboy found Willie a razor and he backed up and nearbout cut this Junebugs head off.’
Doctor Copeland drew his shawl closer around him. Is he dead?’
"That boy too mean to die. He in the hospital, but he going to be out and making trouble again before long.’
And William?’
The polie in and taken him to the jail in the Black Maria. He still locked up.’
And he did not get hurt?’
Oh, he got a busted eye and a little k cut out his behind.
But it wont bother him none. What I t uand is how e he would be messing around with that Love. She at least ten shades blacker than I is and she the ugliest nigger I ever seen. She walk like she have a egg
between her legs and dont want to break it. She aint even . And here Willie do the buck like this over her.’
Doctor Copeland leaned closer to the stove and groaned. He coughed and his face stiffened. He held his paper handkerchief to his mouth and it became spotted with blood.
The dark skin of his face took on a greenish pallor.
Course Highboy e and tell me soon as it all happened.
Uand, my Highboy didnt have nothing to do with these here bad gals. He were just keeping Willie pany. He so grieved about Willie he been sitting out oreet curb in front of the jail ever sihe fire-colored tears rolled down Portias face. You know how us three has always been. Us haves our own plan and nothing ever went wrong with it before. Even money hasnt bothered us none. Highboy he pay the rent and I buys the food-—and Willie he takes care of Saturday Night. Us has always been like three-piece twinses.’
At last it was m. The mill whistles blew for the first shift. The sun came out and brightehe saus hanging on the wall above the stove. They sat for a long time.
Portia pulled at the rings on her ears until her lobes were irritated and purplish red. Doctor Copeland still held his head in his hands.
Seem to me, Portia said finally, if us just get a lot of white peoples to write letters about Willie it might help out some. I already been to see Mr. Brannon. He writtely what I told him to. He were at his cafe after it all happened like he is ever night. So I just went in there and explained how it was. I taketer home with me. I do it in the Bible so I wont lose it or dirty it’
What did the letter say?’
Mr. Brannon he wrote just hike I asked him to. The letter tell about how Willie has been w for Mr. Brannon going on three year. It tell how Willie is one fine upstanding colored boy and how he hasnt ever been in no trouble before now. It tell how he always had plenty ces to take things in the cafe if he were like some other type of colored boy and how------’
Pshaw! said Doctor Copeland. All that is no good.’
Us just t sit around and wait. With Willie locked up in the jail. My Willie, who is such a sweet boy even if he
did d tonight. Us just t sit around and wait’
We will have to. That is the only thing we do.’
Well, I know I aint’
Portia got up from the chair. Her eyes roved distractedly around the room as though searg for something. Then abruptly she went toward the front door.
Wait a minute, said Doctor Copeland. Where do you io go now?’
I got to work. I sure got to keep my job. I sure have to stay on with Mrs. Kelly a my pay ever week.’
I want to go to the jail, said Doctor Copeland. Maybe I see William.’
I going to drop by the jail on my way to work. I got to send Highboy off to his work, too—else he liable to sit there grieving about Willie all the m.’
Doctor Copeland dressed hurriedly and joined Portia in the hall. They went out into the cool, blue autumn m. The men at the jail were rude to them and they were able to find out very little. Doctor Copeland theo sult a lawyer with whom he had had dealings before. The following days were long and full of worried thoughts. At the end of three weeks the trial for William was held and he was victed of assault with a deadly on. He was senteo nine months of hard labor a immediately to a prison in<u>藏书网</u> the northern part of the state.
Even now the strong true purpose was always in him, but he had no time in which to think on it He went from one house to another and the work was unending. Very early in the m he drove off iomobile, and then at eleven oclock the patients came to the office. After the sharp autumn air outside there would be a hot, stale odor in the house that made him cough. The benches in the hall were always full of sid patient Negroes who waited for him, and sometimes even the front pord his bedroom would be crowded. All the day and frequently half the night there was work. Because of the tiredness in him he wanted sometimes to lie down on the floor a with his fists and cry. If he could rest he might get well. He had tuberculosis of the lungs, and he measured his temperature four times a day and had an X-ray once a month.
But he could not rest. For there was ahing bigger thairedness—and this was the strong true></a> purpose.
He would think of this purpose until sometimes, after a long day and night of work, he would bee blank so that he would fet for a minute just what the purpose was. And then it would e to him again and he would be restless and eager to take on a ask. But the words often stu his mouth, and his voiow was hoarse and not loud as it had been before. He pushed the words into the sid patient faces of the Negroes who were his people.
Oftealked to Mr. Singer. With him he spoke of chemistry and the enigma of the universe. Of the infinitesimal sperm and the cleavage of the ripened egg. Of the plex million-fold division of the cells. Of the mystery of living matter and the simplicity of death. And also he spoke with him of race.
My people were brought from the great plains, and the dark, green jungles, he said oo Mr. Singer. On the long ed jouro the coast they died by the thousands. Only the strong survived. ed in the foul ships that brought them here they died again. Only the hardy Negroes with will could live. Beaten and ed and sold on the block, the least of these strong ones perished again. And finally through the bitter years the stro of my people are still here. Their sons and daughters, their grandsons and great grandsons.’
I e to borrow and I e to ask a favor, Portia said.
Doctor Copeland was alone in his kit when she walked through the hall and stood in the doorway to tell him this. Two weeks had passed since William had bee aortia was ged. Her hair was not oiled and bed as usual, her eyes were bloodshot as though she had partaken of strong drink. Her cheeks were hollow, and with her sorrowful, honey-colored face she truly resembled her mother now.
You know them nice white plates and cups you have?’
*You may have them ahem.’
No, I only wants to borrow. And also I e here to ask a favor of you.’
Anything you wish, said Doctor Copeland.
Portia sat down across the table from her father. Tirst Isuppose I better explain. Yesdiddy I got this here message from Grandpapa saying they all ing in tomorrow and spend the night and part of Sunday with us. Course they been mighty worried about Willie, and Grandpapa feel like us all ought to get together again. He right, too. I sure do want to see our ffolks again. I been mighty homesick since Willie been gone.’
You may have the plates and anything else you find around here, Doctor Copeland said. But hold up your shoulders, Daughter. Your carriage is bad.’
It going to be a real reunion. You know this is the first time Grandpapa have spent the night in town for twenty years. He havent ever slept outside of his own home except two times in his whole life. And anyway he kind of nervous at night. All during the dark he have to get up and drink water and be sure the childrens is covered up and all right. I a little worried about if Grandpapa will be fortable here.’
Anything of mine you think you will need——’
Course Lee Ja bringing them in, said Portia. And with Lee Ja it going to take them all day to get here. not expeg them till around supper-time. Crandpapa always so patient with Lee Ja he wouldnt make him hurry none.’
My soul! Is that old mule still alive? He must be fully eighteen years old.’
He even older than that. Grandpapa been w him now for twenty years. He done had that mule so long he always say it just like Lee Ja is one of his blood kin. He uand and love Lee Ja like he do his own grandchildrens. I never seen a human who know so good what a animal is thinking as Grandpapa. He haves a close feeling for everthing that walks as.’
Twenty years is a long time to work a mule.’
It sure is. Now Lee Ja is right feeble. But Grandpapa sure do take good care of him. When they plows out i sun Lee Ja haves a great big straw hat on his head just like Grandpapa—with holes cut for his ears. That mules straw hat is a real joke, and Lee Ja wont budge a step when he
going to plow without that hat is on his head.’
Doctor Copeland took down the white a dishes fromthe shelf and began to them ia neer. Have you enough pots and pans to cook all the food you will need?’
Plenty, Portia said. I not going to any special trouble.
Granpapa, he Mr. Thoughtful hisself—and he always bring in something to help out when the f ambly e to dinner. I only going to have plenty meal and cabbage and two pounds of nice mullet. Sounds good.’
Portia laced her nervous yellow fiogether. "There ohing I havent told you yet. A surprise. Buddy going to be here as well as Hamilton. Buddy just e back from Mobile.
He helping out on the farm now.’
"It has been five years since I last saw Karl Marx. And that just what I e to ask you about,* said Portia. You remember when I walked in the door I told you I e to borrow and to ask a favor.’
Doctor Copeland cracked the points of his fingers. Yes. Well, I e to see if I t get you to be there tomorrow at the reunion. All your childrens but Willie going to be there.
Seem to me like you ought to join us. I sure will be glad if you e.’
Hamilton and Karl Marx and Portia—and William. Doctor Copeland removed his spectacles and pressed his fingers against his eyelids. For a minute he saw the four of them very plainly as they were a long time ago. Then he looked up and straightened his glasses on his hank you, he said. I will e.’
That night he sat alone by the stove in the dark room and remembered. He thought back to the time of his childhood.
His mother had been born a slave, and after freedom she was a washerwoman. His father reacher, who had onown John Brown. They had taught him, and out of the two or three dollars they had earned each week they saved. When he was seventeen years old they had sent him North with eighty dollars hidden in his shoe. He had worked in a blacksmiths shop and as a waiter and as a bellboy in a hotel.
And all the while he studied and read ao school. His
father died and his mother did not live long without him. After ten years of struggle he was a doctor and he knew his mission and he came Southagain.
IHe married and made a home. He went endlessly from house to house and spoke the mission and the truth. The hopeless suffering of his people made in him a madness, a wild and evil feeling of destru. At times he drank strong liquor a his head against the floor. In his heart there was a savage violence, and once he grasped the poker from the hearth and struck down his wife. She took Hamilton, Karl Marx, William, and Portia with her to her fathers home. He wrestled in his spirit and fought down the evil blaess. But Daisy did not e ba. A years later when she died his sons were not children any more and they did not return to him. He was left an old man in ay house.
Promptly at five oclock the afternoon he arrived at the house where Portia and Highboy lived. They resided in the part of town called Sugar Hill, and the house was a narrow cottage with a pord two rooms. From ihere was a babble of mixed voices. Doctor Copeland approached stiffly and stood in the doorway holding his shabby felt hat in his hand.
The room was crowded and at first he was not noticed. He sought the faces of Karl Marx and Hamilton. Besides them there was Grandpapa and two children who sat together on the floor. He was still looking into the faces of his sons when Portia perceived him standing in the door. Here Father, she said.
The voices stopped. Grandpapa turned around in his chair. He was thin a and very wrinkled. He was wearing the same greenish-black suit that he had worn thirty years before at his daughters wedding. Across his vest there was a tarnished br<mark>?</mark>ass watch . Karl Marx and Hamilton looked at each other, then down at the floor, and finally at their father.
Be Mady------ said the old man. Been a longtime. A real long time.’
Aint it, though! Portia said. This here the first reunion us is all had in many a year. Highboy, you get a chair from the kit. Father, here Buddy and Hamilton. Doctor Copeland shook hands with his sons. They were both tall and strong and awkward. Against their blue shirts and overalls their skin had the same rich brown color as did Portias. They did not look him in the eye, and in their faces there was her love nor hate.
It sure is a pity everybody couldnt e—Aunt Sara and Jim and all the rest, said Highboy. But this here is a real pleasure to us.’
Wagon too full, said one of the children. Us had to walk a long piece cause the wagon too full anyways.’
Grandpapa scratched Ms ear with a matchstick. Somebody got to stay home.’
Nervously Portia licked her dark, thin lips. It our Willie I thinking about. He were always a big one for any kind of party or to-do. My mind just wont stay off our Willie.’
Through the room there was a quiet murmur of agreement.
The old man leaned ba bis chair and waggled his head up and down. Portia, Hon, supposing you reads to us a little while. The word of God sure do mean a lot in a time of trouble.’
Portia took up the Bible from the table in the ter of the room. art you want to hear now, Grandpapa?’
It all the book of the Holy Lord. Just any place your eye fall on will do.’
Portia read from the Book of Luke. She read slowly, trag the words with her long, limp fihe room was still.
Doctor Copeland sat on the edge of the group, crag his knuckles, his eyes wandering from one point to ahe room was very small, the air close and stuffy. The four walls were cluttered with dars and crudely painted advertisements from magazines. On the mahere was a vase of red paper roses. The fire on the hearth burned slowly and the wavering light from the oil lamp made shadows on the wall. Portia read with such slow rhythm that the words slept in Doctor Copelands ears and he was drowsy. Karl Marx lay
sprawled upon the floor beside the children. Hamilton and Highboy dozed. Only the old man seemed to study the meaning of the words.
Portia fihe chapter and closed the book.
I done pondered over this thing a many a time/ said Grandpapa.
The people in the room came out of their drowsiness. What? asked Portia.
It this way. You recall them parts Jesus raising the dead and g the sick?’
Course we does, sir, said Highboy deferentially.e CULLERSIMany a day when I be plowing or w, Grandpapa said slowly, I dohought and reasoned about the time when Jesus going to desd again to this earth. Cause I done always wa so much it seem to me like it will be while I am living. I doudied about it many a time. And this here the way I done pla. I reason I will get to stand before Jesus with all my childrens and grandchil-drens and great grandchildrens and kinfolks and friends and I say to him, "Jesus Christ, us is all sad colored peoples." And then he will place His holy hand upon our heads and straightway us will be white as cotton. That the plan and reasoning that been in my heart a many and a many a time.’
A hush fell on the room. Doctor Copeland jerked the cuff of his sleeves and cleared his throat. His pulse beat too fast and his throat was tight Sitting in the er of the room he felt isolated and angry and alone.
Has any of you ever had a sign from Heaven? asked Grandpapa.
I has, sir, said Highboy. Once when I were sick with the pneumonia I seen Gods face looking out the fireplace at me. It were a large white mans face with a white beard and blue eyes.’
I seen a ghost, said one of the children—the girLOnce I seen------ begatle boy.
Grandpapa held up his hand. You childrens hush. You, . I Celia—and you, Whitman—it now the time for you to * listen but not be heard, he said. Only oime has I had a real sign.
And this here the way it e about. It were in the summer of last year, and hot. I were trying to dig up the roots of that big oak stump he hogpen and when I leaned down a kind of catch, a misery, e suddenly in the small of my back. I straightened up and then aU arou dark. I were holding my hand to my bad looking up at the sky when suddenly I seen this little angel. It were a little white girl angel—look to me about the size of a field pea—with yellow hair and a white robe. Just flying arouhe sun. After that I e in the house and prayed. I studied the Bible for three days before I went out in the field again.’
Doctor Copelahe old evil anger in him. The words rose inchoately to his throat and he could not speakthem. They would listen to the old mao words of reason they would. not attend. These are my people, he tried to tell himself—but because he was dumb this thought did not help him now. He sat tense and sullen.
It a queer thing, said Grandpapa suddenly. Be Mady, you a fine doctor. How e I get them miseries sometime in the small of my back after I been digging and planting food while? How e that misery bother me?’
How old are you now?’
I somewhere betweey ay year old.’
The old man loved medie and treatment Always when he used to e in with his family to see Daisy he would have himself examined and take home medie and salves for the whole group of them. But when Daisy left him the old man did not e anymore and he had to tent himself with purges and kidney pills advertised in the neers. Now the old man was looking at him with timid eagerness.
Drink plenty of water, said Doctor Copeland. A as much as you .’
Portia went into the kit to prepare the supper. Warm smells began to fill the room. There was quiet, idle talking, but Doctor Copeland did not listen or speak. Now and then he looked at Karl Marx or Hamilton. Karl Marx talked about Joe
Louis. Hamilton spoke mostly of the hail that had ruined some of the crops. When they caught their fathers eye they grinned and shuffled their feet on the floor. He kept staring at them with angry misery.
Doctor Copeland clamped his teeth down hard. He had thought so much about Hamilton and Karl Marx and William and Portia, about the real true purpose he had had for them, that the sight of their faces made a black swollen feeling in him. If once he could tell it all to them, from the far away beginning until this very night, the telling would ease the sharp ache in his heart. But they would not listen or uand.
He hardened himself so that each muscle in his body was rigid and strained. He did not listen or look at anything around him.
He sat in a er like a man who is blind and dumb. Soon they went into the supper table and the old man said grace.
But Doctor Copeland did When Highbht out a pint ,bottle of gin, and they laughed and passed the bottle from mouth to mouth, he refused that also. He sat in rigid silence, and at last he picked up his hat ahe house without a farewell. If he could not speak the whole long truth no other word would e to him.
He lay tense and wakeful throughout the night. Then the day was Sunday. He made half a dozen calls, and in the middle of the m he went to Mr. Singers room. The visit bluhe feeling of loneliness in him so that when he said good-bye he eace with himself once more.
However, before he was out of the house this peace had left him. An act occurred. As he started dowairs he saw a white man carrying a large paper sad he drew close to the banisters so that they could pass each other. But the white man was running up the steps two at a time, without looking, and they collided with such force that Doctor Copeland was left sid breathless.
Christ! I didnt see you.’
Doctor Copeland looked at him closely but made no answer.
He had seen this white man once before. He remembered the stunted, brutal-looking body and the huge, awkward hands.
Then with sudden ical i he observed the white mans face, for in his eyes he saw a strange, fixed, and withdrawn look of madness.
Sorry, said the white man.
Doctor Copeland put his hand on the banister and passed on.
IW HO was that? Jake Blount asked. Who was the tall, " thin colored man that just e out of here?’
The small room was very . The sun lighted a bowl of purple grapes oable. Singer sat with his chair tilted bad his hands in his pockets, looking out of the window.
I bumped into him oeps and he gave me this look—why, I never had anybody to look at me so dirty.’
Jake put the sack of ales down oable. He realizedI with a shock that Singer did not know he was in the room. He walked over to the window and touched Singer on theshoulder.
I dido bump into him. He had no cause toact like that.’
Jake shivered. Although the sun was bright there was a chill in the room. Singer held up his forefinger a into the hall.
Wheurned he brought with him a scuttle of coal and some kindling. Jake watched him kneel before the hearth.
ly he broke the sticks of kindling over his knee and arrahem on the foundation of paper. He put the coal on acc to a system. At first the fire would not draw. The flames quivered weakly and were smothered by a black roll of smoke. Singer covered the grate with a double sheet of neers. The draught gave the fire new life. In the room there was a r sound. The paper glowed and was sucked inward. A crag e sheet of flame filled the grate.
The first m ale had a fine mellow taste. Jake gulped his share down quickly and wiped his mouth with file back of his
hand.
There was this lady I knew a long time ago, he said. You sort of remind me of her, Miss Clara. She had a little farm in Texas. And made pralio sell iies. She was a tall, big, fine-looking lady. Wore those long, baggy sweaters and clodhopper shoes and a mans hat. Her husband was dead when I knew her. But what Im getting at is this: If it hadnt been for her I might never have known. I might have gone on through life like the millions of others who dont know. I would have just been a preacher or a linthead or a salesman.
My whole life might havebeen wasted.’
Jake shook his head wly.
To uand you got to know what went before. You see, I lived in Gastonia when I was a youngun. I was a knoeed little runt, too small to put in the mill. I worked as pin boy in a bowling joint and got meals for pay. Then I heard a smart, quick boy could make thirty ts a day stringing tobaot very far from there. So I went and made that thirty ts a day.
That was^ when I was ten years old. I just left my folks. I didnt write. They were glad I was gone. You uand how those things are.And besides, nobody could read a letter but my sister.’
He waved his hand in the air as though brushing something from his face. But I mean this. My first belief was Jesus.
There was this fellow w in the same shed with me. He had a tabernacle and preached every night. I went and listened and I got this faith. My mind was on Jesus all day long. In my spare time I studied the Bible and prayed. Then one night I took a hammer and laid my hand oable. I was angry and I drove the nail all the way through. My hand was o the table and I looked at it and the fingers fluttered and turned blue.’
Jake held out his palm and poio the ragged, dead-white scar in the ter.
I wao be an eva. I meant to travel around the try preag and holding revivals. In the meantime I moved around from one place to another, and when I was nearly twenty I got to Texas. I worked in a pe grove near
where Miss Clara lived. I got to know her and at night sometimes I would go to her house. She talked to me.
Uand, I didnt begin to know all at ohats not the way it happens to any of us. It was gradual. I began to read. I would work just so I could put aside enough moo knock off for a while and study. It was like being born a sed time.
Just us who know uand what it means. We have opened our eyes and have seen. Were like people from way off yonder somewhere.’
Singer agreed with him. The room was fortable in a homey way. Singer brought out from the closet the tin box in which he kept crackers and fruit and cheese. He se- * lected an e and peeled it slowly. He pulled off shreds of pith until the fruit was transparent in the sun. He sec- i tiohe e and divided the plugs between them. * Jake ate two ses at a time and with a loud whoosh spat the seeds into the fire. Sie his share slowly and deposited his seeds ly in the palm of one hand. They opewo more ales.
And how many of us are there in this try? Maybe ten thousand. Maybe twenty thousand. Maybe a lot more. I been to a lot of places but I never met but a few of us. But say a man does know. He sees the world as it is and he looks back thousands of years to see how it all e about.
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