CHAPTER 12
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We ehe church to steal dles. Even in the dead of night, the slate and glass building asserted its prominenain Street. Bound by an iron fehe church had been laid out in the shape of a cross, and no matter how one approached it, the symbols were inescapable. Huge chestnut doors at the top of a dozen steps, mosaics from the Bible iained-glass windows refleg moonlight, parapets hiding angels lurkihe roof—the whole edified like a ship that threateo s us as we drew near. Smaolach, Speck, and I crept through the graveyard adjat to the eastern arm of the churd popped in through a side door that the priests left unlocked. The long rows of pews and the vaulted ceiling created a space that, in the darkness, pressed down on us; its emptiness had weight and substance. Once our eyes adjusted, however, the church did not seem as sm. The threatening size diminished, and the high walls and arched ceilings reached out as if to embrace us. We split up, Smaolad Spe search of the larger dles in the sacristy to the right, I to find the smaller votive dles in an alcove oher side of the altar. A fleeting presence seemed to follow me along the altar rail, and a real dread rose inside me. In a wrought iron stand, dozens of dles stood like lines of soldiers in glass cups. A box rattled with pennies when I tapped my nails against its metal face, and spent matches littered the empty spaces. I struck a new match against the rough plate, and a small flame erupted like a fingersnap. At once, I regretted the fire, for I looked up and saw a womans face staring down at me. I shook out the light and crouched beh the rail, hoping to be invisible.Panid fear left as quickly as they had e, and what amazes me now is how much flows through the mind in such a short space of time. When I saw her eyes looking down on me, I remembered: the woman in red, my sates, the people in town, the people in church, Christmas, Easter, Halloween, the kidnapping, drowning, prayers, the Virgin Mary, and my sisters, father, mother. I nearly had solved the riddle of my identity. Yet as quickly as it takes to say "Pardon me," they vanished, and with them, my real story. It seemed as if the eyes of the statue flickered ich light. I looked upon the enigmatic face of the Virgin Mary, idealized by an anonymous sculptor, the object of untold adoratioion, imagination, supplication. As I stuffed my pockets with dles, I felt a pang of guilt.
Behihe great wooden doors at the ter entrance groaned open as a pe or a priest entered. We zipped out through the side door and zigzagged among the gravestones. Despite the fact that bodies lay buried there, the cemetery was not half as frightening as the church. I paused at a gravestone, ran my fingers over the incised letters, and was tempted to light a match to read the he others leapt over the iron fence, so I scurried to catch up, chasing them across town, until we were all safely beh the library. Every close call thrilled us, a on our blas giggling like childre<tt></tt> enough dles to make our sanctuary shine. Smaolach crawled off to a dark er and curled up like a fox, his nose buried under a cloaking arm. Sped I sought out the brightness, and with our latest books, we sat side by side, the scrape of turning pages marking time.
Ever since she had introduced me to this secret place, I loved going to the library. Initially, I went for the books first entered in my childhood. Those old stories—Grimms Fairy Tales and Moose, picture books like Mike Mulligan, Make Way for Dugs, and Homer Price—promised another clue to my fading identity. Rather than help me recapture the past, the stories only alienated me further from it. By looking at the pictures and reading Aloud the text, I had hoped to hear my mothers voice again, but she was gone. After my first few visits to the library, I shelved such childish things and never again looked at them. Instead, I embarked upon a journey mapped by Speck, who chose, or helped me choose, stories to hold my adolest i: books like The Call of the Wild and White Fang, tales of adventure and derring-do. She helped me sound out words I could not decipher and explained characters, symbols, and plots that ran too wild or deep for my imagination. Her fidence, as she moved through the stacks and tless novels, inspired me to believe in my own ability to read and imagine. If not for her, I would be the same as Smaolach, filg ic books like Speed Carter or the Adventures of Mighty Mouse from the drugstore. Or worse, not reading at all.
Cozy in our den, she held on her lap a fat volume of Shakespeare, the type set in a minuscule font, and I was midway through The Last of the Mohis. The flickering dlelight spired with the silence, and we only interrupted each others reading to share a casual delight.
"Speck, listen to this: These children of the woods stood together for several moments pointing at the crumbling edifice, and versing in the unintelligible language of their tribe."
"Sounds like us. Who are these people?"
I held up the book to show her its cover, the title in gilt letters on a green cloth. We receded bato our stories, and an hour or so passed before she spoke again.
"Listen to this, Aniday. Im reading Hamlet here and these two fellows e in. Rosentz and Guildenstern. Hamlet greets them: Good lads, how do ye both? And Rosentz says, As the indifferent children of the earth. And Guildenstern says, Happy in that we are not over-happy. On Fortunes cap we are not the very button. "
"Does he mean they were unlucky?"
She laughed. "Not that, not that. Dont go chasing after a better fortune."
I did not uand the half of what she said, but I laughed along with her, and then tried to find my place again with Hawkeye and Uncas. As m threatened and we packed our things to go, I told her how much I had enjoyed what she had read to me about Fortune.
"Write it down, boy. If you e across a passage in your reading that youd like to remember, write it down in your little book; then you read it again, memorize it, and have it whenever you wish."
I took out my pencil and a card from the stack I had filched from the card catalog. "What did they say?"
"Rosentz and Guildenstern: the indifferent children of the earth."
"The last of the Mohis."
"Thats us." She flashed her smile befoing to the er to wake our slumbering friend Smaolach.
We would snitch a few books to take home with us for the satisfa of lying abed on a chilled winters m under weak sunshine and slipping out a slim volume to read at leisure. Between the covers, a book be a sin. I have spent many hours in such a waking dream, and once having learned how to read, I could not imagine my life otherwise. The indifferent children around me did not share my enthusiasm for the written word. Some might sit food story well told, but if a book had no pictures, they showed st i.
When a raiding party went to town, they often came back with a colle of magaziime or Life or Look—and then we would huddle together uhe shade of an old oak to look at the photographs. I remember summer days, a mass of knees a, elbows and shoulders, jockeying for a choice viewing position, their bare skin damp against mine. We stuck together like the slick pages clumped and wrinkled in the humidity. News and celebrity did not appeal to them. Castro or Khrushchev, Monroe or Mantle, no anything more than a passing fancy, an iing face; but they were profoundly intrigued by images of children, particularly in fanciful or humorous situations, and any photographs of the natural world, particularly exotiimals from a zoo or circus or in the wild reaches of a faraway land. A boy on top of an elephant caused a sensation, but a boy with a baby elephant was talked about for days. Most beloved of all were shots of parents and children together.
"Aniday," Onions would plead, "tell us the story about the daddy and his baby."
A bright-eyed baby girl peeps up from a bassio stare at her delighted, grinning father. I read the caption to them. "Little bundle of joy: Senator Kennedy admires his new baby daughter, Caroline, in their Geetown home."
When I tried to turn the page, Blomma stuck her palm on the photograph. "Wait. I want to see the baby again."
Chavisory chimed in: "I want to see the man."
They were intensely curious about the other world, especially at the distance photography allows, the place where people grew up, fell in love, had children, became old, and the cycle tinued, unlike our releimelessness. Their ever-ging lives fasated us. Despite our many chores, a persistent boredom hung around the camp. For long stretches, we did nothing but allow time to pass.
Kivi and Blomma could spend a day braiding each others hair, unraveling the plaits and starting all ain. Or they played with the dolls they had stolen or made from sticks and scraps of cloth. Kivi, in particular, became a little mother, holding a rag doll to her breast, tug her toy baby in a cradle fashioned from a fotten piic basket. One baby was posed of the lost or broken limbs of four other dolls. As Kivi and Blomma bathed their dolls at the creeks edge one humid m, I joihem on the bank and helped to rihe nylon hair till it lay plastered against the dolls plastic scalps.
"Why do you like playing with your babies so much?"
Kivi did not look up from her task, but I could sehat she was g.
"ractig," said Blomma, "for when our turn es along to be gelings. ractig to be mothers someday."
"Why are you sad, Kivi?"
She looked at me, the brightness now drained from her eyes. "Because it takes so long."
I did. For while we all grew older, we did not ge physically. We did not grow up. Those who had been in the forest for decades suffered most. The truly mischievous fought the monotony by creating trouble, solving imaginary problems, or by pursuing aerprise that, on the surface, appeared worthless. Igel had spent the past decade in camp digging an elaborate system of tunnels and underground warrens for our prote. Béka, the in line, was on a stant prowl to caty unsuspeg female and drag her into the bushes.
Ragno and Zanzara attempted to cultivate grapes nearly every spring in hope of replag our fermented mash with a homegrown wine. Of course, the soil resisted every enrit, the days lacked suffit sun, mites and spiders and is invaded, and my friends had no luck. A vine or two would sprout, twist and meander along the trellis Ragno had built, but never a grape in all those years. e September, they cursed their lud tore down the remnants, only to begin again when March teased such dreams. The seventh time I saw them breaking the hard ground, I asked Zanzara why they persisted in the face of tinued failures. He stopped digging and leaned against the cracked and a spade.
"When we were boys, every night we had a glass of wi supper. Id like to taste it again."
"But surely you could steal a bottle or two from town."
"My papa grees and his before him and bad bad back." He wiped his brow with ah-caked hand. "One day well get the grapes. You learn to be patient here."
I passed much time with Luchóg and Smaolach, who taught me how to fell A tree and not be crushed, the geometry and physics behind a deadfall trap, the prle of chase to catch a hare on foot. But my favorite days were spent with Speck. And the best of all were my birthdays.
I still kept my dar and had chosen April 23—Shakespeares birthday—as my own. In my tenth spring in the woods, the date fell on a Saturday, and Spevited me to go to the library to spend the night quietly reading together. When we arrived, the chamber had been transformed. Dozens of small dles suffused the room with an amber glow remi of the light from a campfire uhe stars. he crack at the entranceway,<bdo>.</bdo> she had chalked a birthday greeting in a scrolled design of her own devising. The general shabbihe cobwebs, dirty blas, and threadbare rugs—had been cleared away, making the place and cozy. She had laid in a small feast of bread and cheese, locked away against the mice, and sootle boiled cheerfully, with real tea in our cups.
"This is incredible, Speck."
"Thank goodness we decided today is your birthday, or I would have goo all this fuss for nothing."
At odd times that evening, I would look up from my text to watch her reading nearby. Light and shadow flickered across her face, and like clockwork she brushed a stray lock from in front of her eyes. Her presence disturbed me; I did not get through many pages of my book and had to read maences more than once. Late that night, I awoke in her embrace. Instead of the usual kig or shouldering away when I woke up with someone all over me, I led into her, wanting the moment to last. Most of the shorter dles had burned down, and sadly I realized that our time was nearly over.
"Speck, wake up."
She murmured in her sleep and pulled me closer. I pried away her arm and rolled out.
"We have to go. Dont you feel the air on your skin ging? The dawns about to begin."
"e back to sleep."
I gathered my things together. "We wont be able to leave unless we ght now."
She lifted herself up by the elbows. "We stay. Its Sunday and the librarys closed. We stay all day and read. Nobody will be here. We go back when its dark again."
For a fleeting sed, I sidered her idea, but the very thought of staying in town during daylight hours, g discovery with people up and about, filled me with a holy terror.
"Its too risky," I whispered. "Suppose someone happens by. A poli. A wat."
She dropped back down to the bla. "Trust me."
"Are you ing?" I asked at the door.
"Go.<big></big> Sometimes you are such a child."
Squeezing through the exit, I wondered if it was a mistake. I did not like arguing with Speck or leavihere by herself, but she had spent many days on her own away from camp. My thoughts bounced bad forth betweewo choices, and perhaps my worries over Speck affected my sense of dire, for I found myself quite lost soon after abandoning her. Eaew turn brought unfamiliar streets and strange houses, and in my haste to escape, I became more hopelessly disoriented. At an edge of town, a grove of trees invited me into its warm cloak, and there I picked a trail from three options, following i<q>藏书网</q>ts twists and turns. In hindsight, I should have stayed put until the sun had fully risen, so that it could serve as pass, but at the time, my thoughts were clouded by questions. What had she been thinking, planning, doing for my birthday? How was I to grow older, be a man, stuck eternally in this small, useless body? The waning sliver moon dipped and disappeared.
A small creek, not more than a trickle, bisected the path. I decided to follow the water. Trag a creek at dawn be a peaceful experience, and those woods had appeared so often in my dreams as to be as familiar to me as my own he creek itself rah a stony road, and the road led me to a solitary farmhouse. From the culvert, I saw the roof and circled round to the back as the first sunrays bathed the por gold.
Some trick of light gave the house an unfinished appearance, as if caught in a dream between night and day. I half expected my mother to e through the door, calling me home for dinner. As the light brought it into focus, the house took on a more weling character, its windows losing their menag stare, its door less and less like a hungry mouth. I stepped out of the forest and onto the lawn, leaving a dark wake behind me o grass. The door swung open suddenly, petrifying me on the spot. A man came dowairs, pausing on the o-bottom step to light a cigarette. ed in a blue robe, the figure took oep forward, then lifted his foot, startled by the moisture. He laughed and cursed softly.
The specter still did not notice me, though we faced each other—he at the edge of the house, and I at the edge of the forest. I wao turn around and see what he was looking for, but I stood frozen as a hare as the daybreak lifted around us. From the lawn, a chill rose in wisps of fog. He drew closer, and I held my breath. Not a dozen steps between us, he stopped. The cigarette fell from his fingers. He took one more step toward me. His brow creased with worry. His thin hair blew in the breeze. Ay passed as his eyes danced in their sockets. His lips trembled when he opened his mouth to speak.
"And we? Envy?"
The words ing to me did not make sense.
"Is a chew? Atchoo? a bee, Houston?"
The sounds he made hurt my ears. At that moment, I wished to be sleeping in Specks arms again. He k on the damp grass and spread out his arms as if he expected me to run to him. But I was fused and did not know if he meant me harm, so I turned and sprinted, as fast as I could go. The monstrous gargle from his throat followed me deep into the forest until, as suddenly, the strange words stopped, yet I kept running all the way home.
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