The Lady of the House of Love-2

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    First of all, he saw only a shape, a shape imbued with a faint luminosity si caught and reflected in its yellowed surfaces what little light there was in the ill-lit room; this shape resolved itself into that of, of all things, a hooped-skirted dress of white satin draped here and there with lace, a dress fifty or sixty years out of fashion but once, obviously, intended for a wedding. And then he saw the girl who wore the dress, a girl with the fragility of the skeleton of a moth, so thin, so frail that her dress seemed to him to hang suspended, as if ued in the dank air, a fabulous lending, a self-articulated garment in which she lived like a ghost in a mae. All the light in the room came from a low-burning lamp with a thick greenish shade on a distant mantelpiece; the e who apanied him shielded her lantern with her hand, as if to protect her mistress from too suddenly seeing, or their guest from too suddenly seeing her.

    So that it was little by little, as his eyes grew aced to the half-d９９ｌｉb.ark, that he saw how beautiful and how very young the bedizened scarecrow was, ahought of a child dressing up in her mothers clothes, perhaps a child putting on the clothes of a dead mother in order t her, however briefly, to life again.

    The tess stood behind a low table, beside a pretty, silly, gilt-and-wire birdcage, hands outstretched in a distracted attitude that was almost one of flight, she looked startled by their entry as if she had not requested it. With her stark white face, her lovely deaths head surrounded by long dark hair that fell down as straight as if it were soaki, she looked like a shipwrecked bride. Her huge dark eyes almost broke his heart with their waiflike, lost look; yet he was disturbed, almost repelled, by her extraordinarily fleshy mouth, a mouth with wide, full, promi lips of a vibrant purplish-crimson, a morbid mouth. Even -- but he put the thought away from him immediately -- a whores mouth. She shivered all the time, a starveling chill, a malarial agitation of the bones. He thought she must be only sixteen or seventeen years old, no more, with the hectihealthy beauty of a ptive. She was the chatelaine of all this decay.

    With many tender precautions, the e now raised the light she held to show his hostess her guests face. At that, the tess let out a faint mewing cry and made a blind, appalled gesture with her hands, as if pushing him away, so that she knocked against the table and a butterfly dazzle of painted cards fell to the floor. Her mouth formed a round "o" of woe, she swayed a little and then sank into her chair, where she lay as if now scarcely capable of moving. A bewilderiion. Tsking under her breath, the e busily poked about oable until she found an enormous pair of dark green glasses, such as blind beggars wear, and perched them on the tesss nose.

    He went forward to pick up her cards for her from a carpet that, he saw to his surprise, art rotted aartly encroached upon by all kinds of virulent-looking fungi. He retrieved the cards and shuffled them carelessly together, for they meant nothing to him, though they seemed strange playthings for a young girl. What a grisly picture of a capering skeleton! He covered it up with a happier one -- of two young lovers, smiling at one another, and put her toys bato a hand so slender you could almost see the frail  of bones beh the translut skin, a hand with fingernails as long, as finely pointed, as banjo picks.

    At his touch, she seemed to revive a little and almost smiled, raising herself upright.

    "Coffee," she said. "You must have coffee." And scooped up her cards into a pile so that the e could set before her a silver spirit kettle, a silver coffee pot, cream jug, sugar basin, cups ready on a silver tray, a straouch of elegance, even if discoloured, in this devastated interior whose mistress ethereally shone as if with her own blighted, submarine radiance.

    The e found him a chair and tittering noiselessly, >..</a>departed, leaving the room a little darker.

    While the young lady atteo the coffee-making, he had time to plate with some distaste a further series of family portraits which decorated the stained and peeling walls of the room; these livid faces all seemed torted with a febrile madness and the blubber lips, the huge, demented eyes that all had in on bore a disquieting resemblao those of the hapless victim of inbreeding now patiently filtering her fragrant brew, even if some rare grace has so firansformed those features when it came to her case. The lark, its chorus done, had long ago fallen silent; no sound but the k of silver on a. Soon, she held out to him a tiny cup of rose-painted a.

    &quot;Wele,&quot; she said in her voice with the rushing sonorities of the o in it, a voice that seemed to e elsewhere than from her white, still throat. &quot;Wele to my chateau. I rarely receive visitors and thats a misfortune sihing animates me half as much as the presence of a stranger. . . This place is so lonely, now the village is deserted, and my one panion, alas, she ot speak. Often I am so silent that I think I, too, will soon fet how to do so and nobody here will ever talk any more.&quot;

    She offered him a sugar biscuit from a Limoges plate; her fingernails struck carillons from the antique a. Her voice, issuing from those red lips like the obese roses in her garden, lips that do not move -- her voice is curiously disembodied; she is like a doll, he thought, a ventriloquists doll, or, more, like a great ingenious piece of clockwork. For she seemed iely powered by some slow energy of which she was not in trol; as if she had been wound up years ago, when she was born, and now the meism was inexorably running down and would leave her lifeless. This idea that she might be an automaton, made of white velvet and black fur, that could not move of its own accord, never quite deserted him; indeed, it deeply moved his heart. The ival air of her white dress emphasised her uy, like a sad bine who lost her way in the wood a long time ago and never reached the fair.

    &quot;And the light. I must apologise for the lack of light. . . a hereditary affli of the eyes. . .&quot;

    Her blind spectacles gave him his handsome face baself twice over; if he presented himself to her naked face, he would dazzle her like the sun she is forbidden to look at because it would shrivel her up at once, pht bird, poor butcher bird.

    Vouse serez ma proie.

    You have such a fihroat, msieu, like a n of marble. When you came through the door retaining about you all the golden light of the summers day of which I know nothing, nothing, the card called &quot;Les Amoureux&quot; had just emerged from the tumbling chaos of imagery before me; it seemed to me you had stepped off the card into my darkness and, for a moment, I thought, perhaps, you might irradiate it.

    I do not mean to hurt you. I shall wait for you in my brides dress in the dark.

    The bridegroom is e, he will go into the chamber which has been prepared for him.

    I am o solitude and dark; I do not mean to hurt you.

    I will be very gentle.

    (And could love free me from the shadows?  a bird sing only the song it knows, or  it learn a new song?)

    See, how Im ready for you. Ive always been ready for you; Ive been waiting for you in my wedding dress, why have you delayed for so long. . . it will all be over very quickly.

    You will feel no pain, my darling.

    She herself is a haunted house. She does not possess herself; her aors sometimes e and peer out of the windows of her eyes and that is very frightening. She has the mysterious solitude of ambiguous states; she hovers in a no-mans laween life ah, sleeping and waking, behind the hedge of spiked flowers, us sanguinary rosebud. The beastly forebears on the walls o a perpetual repetition of their passions.

    (One kiss, however, and only one, woke up the Sleepiy in the Wood.)

    Nervously, to ceal her inner voices, she keeps up a front of insequential chatter in French while her aors leer and grima the walls; however hard she tries to think of any other, she only knows of one kind of mation.

    He was struck, once again, by the birdlike, predatory claws which tipped her marvellous hands; the sense of strahat had been growing in him since he buried his head uhe streaming water in the village, since he ehe dark portals of the fatal castle, now fully overcame him. Had he been a cat, he would have bounced backwards from her hands on four fear-stiffened legs, but he is not a cat: he is a hero.

    A fual disbelief in what he sees before him sustains him, even in the boudoir of tess u herself; he would have said, perhaps, that there are some things which, even if they are true, we should not believe possible. He might have said: <tt></tt>it is folly to believe ones eyes. Not so much that he does not believe in her; he  see her, she is real. If she takes off her dark glasses, from her eyes will stream all the images that populate this vampire-haunted land, but, since he himself is immuo shadow, due to his virginity -- he does not yet know what there is to be afraid of -- and due to his heroism, which makes him like the sun, he sees before him, first and foremost, an inbred, highly strung girl child, fatherless, motherless, kept in the dark too long and pale as a plant that never sees the light, half-blinded by some hereditary dition of her eyes. And though he feels unease, he ot feel terror; so he is like the boy in the fairy tale, who does not know how to shudder, and not spooks, ghouls, beasties, the Devil himself and all his retinue could do the trick.

    This laagination gives his heroism to the hero.

    He will learn to shudder irenches. But this girl ake him shudder.

    Now it is dark. Bats swoop and squeak outside the tightly shuttered windows. The coffee is all drunk, the sugar biscuits eaten. Her chatter es trig and diminishing to a stop; she twists her fiogether, picks at the lace of her dress, shifts nervously in her chair. Owls shriek; the impedimenta of her dition squeak and gibber all around us. Now you are at the place of annihilation, now you are at the place of annihilation. She turns her head away from the blue beams of his eyes; she knows no other mation than the only one she  offer him. She has en for three days. It is diime. It is bed-time.

    Suivez-moi.

    Je vous attendais.

    Vouse serez ma proie.

    The raven caws on the accursed roof. &quot;Diime, diime,&quot; g the portraits on the walls. A ghastly hunger gnaws her entrails; she has waited for him all her life without knowing it.

    The handsome bicyclist, scarcely believing his luck, will follow her into her bedroom; the dles around her sacrificial altar burn with a low, clear flame, light catches on the silver tears stitched to the wall. She will assure him, in the very voice of temptation: &quot;My clothes have but to fall and you will see before you a succession of mysteries.&quot;

    She has no mouth with which to kiss, no hands with which to caress, only the fangs and talons of a beast of prey. To touch the mineral sheen of the flesh revealed in the cool dle gleam is to invite her fatal embrace; hear her low, sweet voice, she will  the lullaby of the House of u.

    Embraces, kisses; yolden head, of a lion, although I have never seen a lion, only imagined one, of the sun, even if Ive only seen the picture of the sun oarot card, yolden head of the lover whom I dreamed would one day free me, this head will fall back, its eyes roll upwards in a spasm you will mistake for that of love and not of death. The bridegroom bleeds on my ied marriage bed. Stark and dead, poor bicyclist; he has paid the price of a night with the tess and some think it too high a fee while some do not.

    Tomorrow, her keeper will bury his bones under her roses. The food her roses feed on gives them their rich colour, their swooning odour, that breathes lasciviously of forbidden pleasures.

    Suivez-moi

    &quot;Suivez-moi!&quot;

    The handsome bicyclist, fearful for his hostesss health, her sanity, gingerly follows her hysterical imperiousness into the other room; he would like to take her in his arms and protect her from the aors who leer down from the walls.

    What a macabre bedroom!

    His el, an old goat with jaded appetites, had given him the visiting card of a brothel in Paris where, the satyr assured him, ten louis would buy just such a lugubrious bedroom, with a naked girl upon a coffin; offstage, the brothel pianist played the Dies Irae on a harmonium and, amidst all the perfumes of the embalming parlour, the er took his necrophiliac pleasure of a pretend corpse. He had good-naturedly refused the old mans offer of su initiation; how  he now take criminal advantage of the disirl with fever-hot, bone-dry, taloned hands and eyes that deny all the erotiise of her body with their terror, their sadness, their dreadful, balked tenderness?

    So delicate and damned, poor thing. Quite damned.

    Yet I do believe she scarcely knows what she is doing.

    She is shaking as if her limbs are not effitly joiogether, as if she might shake into pieces. She raises her hands to unfasten the neck of her dress and her eyes well with tears, they trickle dowh the rim of her dark glasses. She t take off her mothers wedding dress unless she takes off her dark glasses; she fumbled the ritual, it is no longer inexorable. The meism within her fails her, now, when she needs it most. Wheakes off the dark glasses, they slip from her fingers and smash to pieces oiled floor. There is no room in her drama for improvisation; and this ued, mundane noise of breaking glass breaks the wicked spell in the room, entirely. She gapes blindly down at the splinters and iively smears the tears across her face with her fist. What is she to do now?

    When she ko try to gather the fragments of glass together, a sharp sliver pierces deeply into the pad of her thumb; she cries out, sharp, real. She kneels among the broken glass and watches the bright bead of blood form a drop. She has never seen her own blood before, not her own blood. It exercises upon her an awed fasation.

    Into this vile and murderous room, the handsome bicyclist brings the i remedies of the nursery; in himself, by his presence, he is an exorcism. He gently takes her hand away from her and dabs the blood with his own handkerchief, but still it spurts out. And so he puts his mouth to the wound. He will kiss it better for her, as her mother, had she lived, would have done.

    All the silver tears fall from the wall with a flimsy tinkle. Her painted aors turn away their eyes and grind their fangs.

    How  she bear the pain of being human?

    The end of exile is the end of being.

    He was awakened by larksong. The shutters, the curtains, even the long-sealed windows of the horrid bedroom were all opened up and light and air streamed in; now you could see how tawdry it all was, how thin and cheap the satin, the catafalque not ebony at all but black-painted paper stretched on struts of wood, as iheatre. The wind had blown droves of petals from the roses outside in to the room and their crimson residue swirled fragrantly about the floor. T..he dles had burnt out and she must have set her pet lark free because it perched on the edge of the silly coffin to sing him its ecstatic m song. His bones were stiff and ag, hed slept on the floor with his bundled-up jacket for a pillow, after hed put her to bed.

    But now there was no trace of her to be seen, except, lightly tossed across the crumbled black satin bedcover, a laegligee lightly soiled with blood, as it might be from a womans menses, and a rose that must have e from the fierce bushes nodding through the window. The air was heavy with inse and roses and made him cough. The tess must have got up early to enjoy the sunshine, slipped outside to gather him a rose. He got to his feet, coaxed the lark on to his wrist and took it to the window. At first, it exhibited the reluce for the <var>.</var>sky of a long-caged thing, but, wheossed it up on to the currents of the air, it spread its wings and  and away into the clear blue bowl of the heavens; he watched its trajectory with a lift of joy in his heart.

    Then he padded into the boudoir, his mind busy with plans. We shall take her to Zurich, to a ic; she will be treated for nervous hysteria. Then to an eye specialist, for her photophobia, and to a dentist, to put her teeth into better shape. Any petent manicurist will deal with her claws. We shall turn her into the lovely girl she is; I shall cure her of all these nightmares.

    The heavy curtains are pulled back, to let in brilliant fusillades of early m light; in the desolation of the boudoir, she sits at her round table in her white dress, with the cards laid out before her. She has dropped off to sleep over the cards of destiny that are so fingered, so soiled, so worn by stant shuffling that you o longer make the image out on any single one of them. She is not sleeping.

    Ih, she looked far older, less beautiful and so, for the first time, fully human.

    I will vanish in the m light; I was only an iion of darkness.

    And I leave you as a souvenir the dark, fanged rose I plucked from between my thighs, like a flower laid on a grave. On a grave.

    My keeper will attend to everything.

    u always attends his own obsequies; she will not go to the graveyard unattended. And now the aterialised, weeping, and roughly gestured him to be gone. After a sear some foul-smelling outhouses, he discovered his bicycle and, abandoning his holiday, rode directly to Bucharest where, at the poste restante, he found a telegram summoning him to rejoin his regiment at once. Much later, when he ged bato uniform in his quarters, he discovered he still had the tesss rose, he must have tucked it into the breast pocket of his cyg jacket after he had found her body. Curiously enough, although he had brought it so far away from Romania, the flower did not seem to be quite dead and, on impulse, because the girl had been so lovely and her death so ued and pathetic, he decided to try and resurrect her rose. He filled his tooth glass with water from the carafe on his locker and popped the rose into it, so that its withered head floated on the surface.

    Wheurned from the mess that evening, the heavy fragrance of t us rose drifted dowone corridor of the barracks to greet him, and his spartan quarters brimmed with the reeling odour of a glowing, velvet, monstrous flower whose petals had regained all their former bloom aicity, their corrupt, brilliant, baleful splendour.

    day, his regiment embarked for France.

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