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O had his powerful Destiny ordaindMe some inferiel, I had stood
Then happie; no unbounded hope had raisd [ 60 ]
Ambitio why not? som other Power
As great might have aspird, ahough mean
Drawn to his p<tt>..t>art; but other Powers as great
Fell not, but stand unshakn, from within
Or from without, to all temptations armd. [ 65 ]
Hadst thou the same free Will and Power to stand?
Thou hadst: whom hast thou then or what to accuse,
But Heavns free Love dealt equally to all?
Be then his Love accurst, since love or hate,
To me alike, it deals eternal woe. [ 70 ]
Nay cursd be thou; since against his thy will
Chose freely what it now so justly rues.
Me miserable! which way shall I flie
Infinite wrauth, and infinite despaire?
Which way I flie is Hell; my self am Hell; [ 75 ]
And in the lowest deep a lower deep
Still threatning to devour me opens wide,
To which the Hell I suffer seems a Heavn.
O then at last relent: is there no place
Left for Repentanone for Pardo? [ 80 ]
No but by submission; and that word
Disdain forbids me, and my dread of shame
Among the Spirits beh, whom I seducd
With other promises and other vaunts
Then to submit, boasting I could subdue [ 85 ]
Th Omnipotent. Ay me, they little know
How dearly I abide that boast so vaine,
Under what torments inwardly I groane:
While they adore me ohron..e of Hell,
With Diadem and Sceptre high advancd [ 90 ]
The lower still I fall, onely Supream
In miserie; subition findes.
But say I could repent and could obtaine
By Act of Grace my former state; how soon
Would higth recall high thoughts, how soon unsay [ 95 ]
What feignd submission swore: ease would ret
Vows made in pain, as violent and void.
For never true recilement grow
Where wounds of deadly hate have peircd so deep:
Which would but lead me to a worse relapse [ 100 ]
And heavier fall: so should I purchase deare
Short intermission bought with double smart.
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