5. The String Quartet
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5. The St.ring QuartetWell, here we are, and if you cast your eye over the room you will see that Tubes and trams and omnibuses, private carriages not a few, even, I veo believe, landaus with bays in them, have been busy at it, weaving threads from one end of London to the other. Yet I begin to have my doubts—
If i’s true, as they’re saying, that Regent Street is up, and the Treaty signed, and the weather not cold for the time of year, and even at that rent not a flat to be had, and the worst of influenza its after effects; if I bethink me of having fotten to write about the leak in the larder, a my glove irain; if the ties of blood require me, leaning forward, to accept cordially the hand which is perhaps offered hesitatingly—
“Seven years since we met!”
“The last time in Venice.”
“And where are you living now?”
“Well, the late afternoon suits me the best, though, if it weren’t asking too much—”
“But I knew you at once!”
“Still, the war made a break—”
If the mind’s shot through by such little arrows, and—for human society pels it—no sooner is one lauhan another presses forward; if this engenders heat and in addition they’ve turned on the electric light; if saying ohing does, in so many cases, leave behind it a o improve and revise, stirring besides regrets, pleasures, vanities, and desires—if it’s all the facts I mean, and the hats, the fur boas, the gentlemen’s swallow–tail coats, and pearl tie–pins that e to the surface—what ce is there?
Of what? It bees every minute more difficult to say why, in spite of everything, I sit here believing I ’t now say what, or even remember the last time it happened.
“Did you see the procession?”
“The King looked cold.”
“No, no, no. But what was it?”
“She’s bought a house at Malmesbury.”
“How lucky to find one!”
On the trary, it seems to me pretty sure that she, whoever she may be, is damned, si’s all a matter of flats and hats and sea gulls, or so it seems to be for a hundred people sitting here well dressed, walled in, furred, replete. Not that I b<big>.</big>oast, sioo sit passive on a gilt chair, only turning the earth above a buried memory, as we all do, for there are signs, if I’m not mistaken, that we’re all recalling something, furtively seeking something. Why fidget? Why so anxious about the sit of cloaks; and gloves—whether to button or unbutton? Then watch that elderly face against the dark vas, a moment ago urbane and flushed; now taciturn and sad, as if in shadow. Was it the sound of the sed violin tuning ie–room? Here they e; four black figures, carrying instruments, ahemselves fag the white squares uhe downpour of light; rest the tips of their bows on the music stand; with a simultaneous movement lift them; lightly poise them, and, looking across at the player opposite, the first violin ts owo, three—
Flourish, spring, burgeon, burst! The pear tree oop of the mountain. Fountai; drops desd. But the waters of the Rhone flow swift and deep, rader the arches, and sweep the trailing water leaves, washing shadows over the silver fish, the spotted fish rushed down by the swift waters, now swept into an eddy where—it’s difficult this—glomeration of fish all in a pool; leaping, splashing, scraping sharp fins; and such a boil of current that the yellow pebbles are ed round and round, round and round—free now, rushing downwards, or even somehow asding in exquisite spirals into the air; curled like thin shavings from under a plane; up and up. . . How lovely goodness is in those who, stepping lightly, go smiling through the world! Also in jolly old fishwives, squatted under arches, oh s<s>.99lib.</s>e old women, how deeply they laugh and shake and rollick, when they walk, from side to side, hum, hah!
“That’s an early Mozart, of course—”
“But the tune, like all his tunes, makes one despair—I mean hope. What do I mean? That’s the worst of music! I want to dance, laugh, eat pink cakes, yellow cakes, drink thin, sharp wine. Or an i story, now—I could relish that. The older one grows the more one likes indecy. Hall, hah! I’m laughing. What at? You said nothing, nor did the old gentleman opposite. . . But suppose—suppose—Hush!”
The melancholy river bears us on. When the moon es through the trailing willow boughs, I see your face, I hear your void the bird singing as we pass the osier bed. What are you whispering? Sorrow, sorrow. Joy, joy. Woven together, like reeds in moonlight. Woven together, iricably ingled, bound in pain and strewn in sorrow—crash!
The boat sinks. Rising, the figures asd, but now leaf thin, tapering to a dusky wraith, which, fiery tipped, draws its twofold passion from my heart. For me it sings, unseals my sorrow, thaws passion, floods with love the sunless world, nor, ceasing, abates its tenderness but deftly, subtly, weaves in and out until in this pattern, this mation, the cleft ones unify; soar, sob, sink to rest, sorrow and joy.
Why then grieve? Ask what? Remain unsatisfied? I say all’s beeled; yes; laid to rest under a coverlet of rose leaves, falling. Falling. Ah, but they cease. One rose leaf, falling from an enormous height, like a little parachute dropped from an invisible balloon, turns, flutters waveringly. It won’t reach us.
“No, no. I notiothing. That’s the worst of music—these silly dreams. The sed violin was late, you say?”
“There’s old Mrs. Munro, feeling her way out—blinder each year, poor woman—on this slippery floor.”
Eyeless old age, grey–headed Sphinx. . . There she stands on the pavement, being, so sternly, the red omnibus.
“How lovely! How well they play! Ho!”
The tongue is but a clapper. Simplicity itself. The feathers i me are bright and pleasing as a child’s rattle. The leaf on the plaree flashes green through the k in the curtain. Very strange, very exg.
“Ho!” Hush!
These are the lovers on the grass.
“If, madam, you will take my hand—”
“Sir, I would trust you with my heart. Moreover, we have left our bodies in the baing hall. Those ourf are the shadows of our souls.”
“Then these are the embraces of our souls.” The lemons nod assent. The sushes from the bank and floats dreaming into mid stream.
“But to return. He followed me down the corridor, and, as we turhe er, trod on the lay petticoat. What could I do but cry ‘Ah!’ and stop to fi? At which he drew his sword, made passes as if he were stabbing something to death, and cried, ‘Mad! Mad! Mad!’ Whereupon I screamed, and the Prince, riting in the large vellum book in the oriel window, came out in his velvet skull–cap and furred slippers, snatched a rapier from the wall—the King of Spain’s gift, you know—on which I escaped, flinging on this cloak to hide the ravages to my skirt—to hide. . . But listen! the horns!”
The gentleman replies so fast to the lady, and she runs up the scale with such witty exge of pliment now culminating in a sob of passion, that the words are indistinguishable though the meaning is plain enough—love, laughter, flight, pursuit, celestial bliss—all floated out on the gayest ripple of tender endearment—until the sound of the silver horns, at first far distant, gradually sounds more and more distinctly, as if seneschals were saluting the dawn or proclaiming ominously the escape of the lovers. . . The green garden, moonlit pool, lemons, lovers, and fish are all dissolved in the opal sky, across which, as the horns are joined by trumpets and supported by clarions there rise white arches firmly planted on marble pillars. . . Tramp and trumpeting. g and gour. Firm establ<mark>藏书网</mark>ishment. Fast foundations. Maryriads. fusion and chaos trod to earth. But this city to which we travel has her stone nor marble; hangs enduring; stands unshakable; nor does a faor does a flag greet or wele. Leave then to perish your hope; droop in the desert my joy; naked advance. Bare are the pillars; auspicious to none; casting no shade; resple; severe. Back then I fall, eager no more, desiring only to go, find the street, mark the buildings, greet the applewoman, say to the maid who opens the door: A starry night.
“Good night, good night. You go this way?”
“Alas. I go that.”
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